i'm not really sure of much at the moment. it seems that there are too many variables floating in the air. or perhaps its just cuz i am a little foggy today. thought i am sure tomorrow will hold no mighty answers. how can you be sure exactly how you feel about something when it always seems to be different or flip back and forth depending where you are . or what you are doing. i always seem to have something in mind but something will come up that changes that. is it like that for everyone or am i just horribly indecisive. i know i suck at making decisions, but this almost goes past that. how do you know what you really really feel???
today was a bad/good/ mediocre day. curse you print making. whatever i'm all caught up and i only have one project left. np.
i wish i had a stable life, ha good luck with workin in theatre, i have no desire to be on the edge or go out and be crazy. i like to stay in and have a good time with the people that matter to me..
does that make me lame. i know i don;t like to try things, but does the fact that i have simple pleasues bring down my kewl marks as well?
bad lisa brain, stay on one topic....
one day i will understand where this is all going, right now there is no use fighting. one day life will turn out in my favor. something, someone will be there with me.
to think i went all the way to the school after work to get my computer because i wasn't tired... and now i am .. pft,
good night my love.
~lisa~
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I am so the same way... very indecisive. I'll think one way about something one minute, and completely opposite the next. I don't think there's any way to tell what you really want when you're like that... so I just do what feels right at the moment. If it fucks things up... oh well, I'll get over it.
Life is full of second chances!
i love staying in the most. i don't think that makes us lame at all.
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