i want to be curled in someones arms right now. i don't care which per se, just some good, male(sorry tasia*winkwink*)arms.
i want to feel wanted and appreciated.
i want to be able to give myself to someone. someone who will give themselves back.
i want to be kissed like i remember kissing someone used to be like
i want to go for a walk at night time and maybe getting lost
i want to be able to sleep next to someone. to wake up and cuddle.
i want butterflies
i want to be taken out on a date, to be treated special
i want to be told i;m beautiful and feel like i really am.
i want to be wanted, lusted after, and maybe to lust back. a girl has got needs that need for fillin'
i want to cuddle
to feel stable and safe
i want someone to notice and enjoy that my skin is soft.
someone to laugh at my horrible jokes, to think i am fun and quirky
i want someone who calls me to see what i am up to, who wants to see me
i want my evil, my smurf, my sir, my barnacle, my goth, my cupcake, my mr who the fuck knows , my knight in any kind of armor to find me.
i want what i cannot have and will not have for what seems quite a while.
i want to be ok with that
" i don't want a lot for Christmas , there is just one thing i need, i don't care about the presents, underneath the Christmas tree.. "
... and to all a good night
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my list is the same up until you start talking about smurfs and barnacles. those confuse me. :S
but you know what is cool? not worrying if someone will be offended if you don't call them or don't see them for a while. going where you want, when you want. not worrying if he didn't call when he said he would. and not stressing about finding the perfect gift for the special someone.
those where never and issue for me and he still doesn't call when he says he will...
but now my life, myself is left with a big space that needs filling.
to put it plainly i'm very lonley. i;m not used to it
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