welcome to the cocktail party

so i'm having a cocktail party. the gist of it is on the satyr player forum. i don;t feel like explaining since i actauly wrote a post about it last night but bloger was all fucked up and lame

anyways i was p at 7 30 again.. lame.. i just couldn;t sleep anymore... i guess it's guz i went to bed at like 10... my head hurt... 10 seems so early to me, but when ithink about it thats probable when alot of people go to bed. *shrug*

lots of meetings today.. first production meeting( that i am in at elast) for the 12th night
and a work op meeting.
got some auditions that i am not doing...
then playing DND*dances*

yesterday was a pretty good day . did some re-wiring in stagecraft. after which i feel smarter for doing. then meghan and i did some more and cleaned out the paint cubourd.

( goooo team awesome *clap*) hehehehe

i think thats all i got... blaoun

welcome to the cocktail party

so yea.. in a few weeks i am having one.. i shall keep people posted. i have a bigger blurb on the forum

today was .. hmm pretty fun. in stage craft meghan kylan and i ( team awesome *clap*) did soem re-wiring on lights. uber fun .. except for rivets but i showed them..
meghan and i also cleaned out and organized the painting cubourds...

OH this morning i finsihed our script for theatre history.. my work is almost donw.. HA
anyways it;s done and i am happy.

lazed around a bit.. had a bath... worked a bit on stage craft .. i am less worried.. i was all likeahhhhh .. but now i am not... haha watched beauty and the beast with my mom.
i got all choked up...*tears* .. i was beautiful..

OH i got my check from chemainus today .. yay i can buy things ... if i want to ... i mean .. i don;tneed to ...

umm my kitten loves me.. she caught me a snake today

lots of meeting tomrorow and soem DND woot.. yay

that all i got and or an remmber / have to say


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The sunscreen song

hey guys do you remember this!.. hahaha it;s from like grade 5 for me .. i like it

Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

tea and kittens

tonight kylan and i went to barbs and brianna;s to have tea. it was nice. we watched the humpback of notredam.( which i am not fond of.. it; ssuch a downer) and stike which is kick as kewl... omg i haven;t said that in a while

also today i filmed a donar appriciatin thing for some people.. super easy.. hope i didn;t mess up.. haha wouldnt; that suck if i messed up recording.. i mean i only had to press 1 button... augh..
anyways long story short.. provided i did it succesfully, easy job for 50$ super

tomorrow i got lots to do ... maybe i;ll finish our script that so desperatly needs it.. or do my art projec tthat is due monday,.. it shouldn;t take to long.. but we all i know how i like to not do things or leave them till the last minut.. antways thats all i got i guess

maybe somethign interesting will happen tomorrow or somthign

forgiveme but i need to think

when...
will i see you again,
will you see me ?
will i be worth your time,
will i have your suport, attention, love?

when
will i be left out again,
will i be dissapointed,
wil i be able to figure this out.

thoughts go on cirlces in my mind. am i dreaming, or just living a nightmare. will you still be mine by tomorrows end? tomorrows' tomorrow, or the day after?

do you see what i see? do you understand?are our lives just a game and are we but pieces?

put me on pretty pedistil and watch the dust collect...

my rein has arrived

yes yes all bow down to me .....jk
what i really mean is.. yay it;s finally raining... i have been waiting for it.. i hate in between weather.. and if it isn;t smokin hot, it better be crisp and cold, or soggy outside...
i like misterable weather. it;s so nice to be inside all in a blanket and stuff. even if i am outside as long as i don;t have to stay out and i have a jacket it can rain all it want..

don;t you just love it when it pours?

anyways.. work today was ridiculously busy.. it;s like hey it;s raining and we can;t go outside... let go to PETSMART!!...woot*twirls finger*

the party at AKA was uber fun. hanging out with nikki and azusa was fun, walking to go get chips yay. i am saddened that the jello shooters took so long... i think mayhaps if they have alcohol they shoul dbe made like a day in advance. no worries.. kiddies... next party i will make more!!! muahaha.. crio-bears forever!!!! yes excellent
but yea... cannot wait for more party...
once i am done with the market.. so after september... there needs to be a party on a friday night becaseu then i will not have to work the next day. I hate being hung over for stuff,.. it;s fine if i can get up eat then go back to bed and sleep....
before i said i wanted to be a better partier... however i cannot beat down my responisbility. which makes me sad cuz i wish some times that i could just... do whatever, but there is alway this thing in the back of my mind( i think it;s call a consience or commmon sense or something ) says" umm yea , i'm just not sure about that right now".
i guess, i can;t help being lame.. i'll keep working on it though..

mdmdmdmdmd(<<<< thats my beat)*dances*


thats all i got

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i can see it on the horizon... it;s comming for me

i can feel it
so today was like many of my past fridays. driving around doing chores. got my check, went to the dollar store and got little tiny cups for jello shooters... jello alchoohol.... went to the telus store in the mall to see about my phone cancer.... there isn;t anythin they can do.. *tears* o well...
ummm tomororw market and then hanging around until the party. hope i have a good time. most likely i will face some dissapointment on a personal level but hopefully nothing alcohol with take care of or at least mask.

finished my book today it was uber good. i really like the terry pratchet series... it;s like exaclty what i like to read.

It's a funny thing... i;ve found that the older i get, the more of a girl i get .. at least in some respects.. take movies for example... i don;t like alot of action movies i find them very pointless and quite boring.. as well as gorey, martials arts type and sports movies... they are all the same and i hate watching them. i dunno.
i know there are other things aswell .. however i cannot put a finger on them.. o well i guess i can;t fight what i am .

i can;t wait till we start working on a the first show. i love working on shows so much. fun fun fun .. it almost feels like i have too much free time... like free time is good... but yea.. i duno.. yay for theatre...

so i realize soem of this is all chopy and non sence makinh... but i have a headache so i command you forgive me...

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aug grumble grumble grumlbejhjhg

so my worries of yesterday where correct. i am sick. my throat hurts crazy bad. for some reason i always get really sore throats... i imagine that eventually i will have to get my tonsils out. belch

yesterday i had a consultation with the oral surgeon about getting my wisdom teeth out. medical stuff is rediculously expensive eh... like a 10 minut meeting cost 45$.. like i can understand the surgery being pricey... but a meeting... lame anyways.

ok .. so my mom just asked me what classes i have today ...and i said stage craft. then she said " oh thats stressful" all sarcastic like.so i told her i'd go sign up for more classes right away. and the other day my dad was all don;t do to much you know you get all tired and stuff..
i'd say they should reach a general consensus on what to say or not sat stuff at all...

ok so my mom is always like work work work... you have to work lots to save money.. blah blah blah.. and so on sunday ... i get off working at petsmart a bit early and go down to chemainus and paint.. and as i am leaving she shows up and asks where i am going... i say to chemainus to work on a set, or to paint or somethign like that.. then she gets all grumpy cuz i am missing dinner?????

shouldn;t she be happy that i am working... shouldn;t she be happy that i am working in theatre!!! i just don;t get it asometimes... it;s like there is always somethineg that i should be doing or something... but i can;t do it to much...

whatever... i just don;t get it... hmm what eles is new. nothing really i guess i will get dressed...
hmm i hope the student union has those dumb forms i need... *shakes fist at student union*

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what up kiddies

what up... so do we all agree that the mixer was a succes? we got some of the firsies onto our side. there was much merry making. but man am i paying for it today.. i guess it's been a while since i 've dranken that much beucase i feellike shit. haha woot... augh not. whatever i hope i did a good job doing whatever it is i am suposed to do as your prez.

remember everone kylans haveing a BBq tomorrow. if you need directions or somethign ask , i think you can show up whenever...startin at three thiry. i hope you all can come. becuase more people makes more merry ment..

also it;s ambers birthday on wednesday and kaitylns..."altured" birthday on friday( to me it is anyways, feel free to join in as well) .. and at least for ambers b-day i know that they are havgin a party at AKA's on saturday the 16th( AKA = amber , kaitlyn , alleah) i;m so clever i know. ahah
anyways.. so the other day kylan and i wher epickin some stuff up at the dollar store and we ... well i found them... *flips hair* *clears throat* little cups that would be great for jello shooters.. so some party commming up or what not we should get together... and make jello shooters...

you guys remember kylans party... so much jello.. it was awesome..
come to think of it there are afew b-days comming up .. spencers' ison sept 30th i beliver as well.

anyways i dunno if i have anyhting eles good to say... come to kylans.... enjoy the weekend and seee everyone back at school on monday

this thing called bordom

so i just finihed the last mache coat on the piniata. a bit of painting and it should be all ready. mixer tomorrow i am excited.i have an awesome costume... at least i think so. dudud
ummm i don;t really have anyhtign exciteing to say.

it;s weird that all the firsties are all quiet and stuff. it;s strange how they all dissapear... o well the kewl ones will stick around. ehhh..

that monolaug thing with leon should be neat... that like what we used to do in my old acting clases.. it;s more of the stuff i like... not that i;m priofessing to be an actor hahaha..... haha
i don;t think i'm that bad though but whatever we will findout. i guess since i have nothing to do i should make a map to alex;s and start memorizing that script.

seee you all tomorrow
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update with a side of chinese food

what up yall .. thoght i;d make a little posty posty. today i am creating... a beautiful masterpiece.. that will less that a week from now be smashed intobit spilling it;s delicious and joyfull innards...
yes i am making the piniata.or at least starting it rught now. . later on today i am going to go and movie a large chunk of spencer belongings to his fathers house.
today when i went to get my paycheck and cardboard, i was cohursed into working tomorrow. it is only 5 hours, and i will be hiding in the back so it will not be that bad... i had no ther set plans anyways

yesterday i went up to the college to do afew things... *excitement* it was nice to be back up there. then i met up michelle and ace and we drove to go meet meghan for dinner at this chinese place.. the food was great but out old lady waitress was such a bitch.. especially to michelle for no reason. like what the fun.. o well .. then we went and saw my fair lady which is on of my favorite musicals.. The female costumes where horrilbe... so mad and i didn;t like alot of the acting.. well not alot but there where some people i really didn;t like.. ha anywasy it was enojoyable.... aught you guys know the chemainus seats though.. ti;s on like a slant and they are so close together... i was very uncomfortalbe to say the least. then we went for coffee and i was tired....michelle got pulled over beuase she is a crazy driver. .jk... yea yea yea


augh ... hgmm there isn;t much intesting to say.. sunday i am going down to chemanus again to take down the my fair lady set. which was painted nicey and i did enjoy the scene changes. then the next day is school. it is so close.. it seems like i will have so much free time. just like looking at my time table there are these huge half days and i;m like wow time.. haha ... i dunno. i', sure i will find somethignto do.

i guess thats it.. 3 days. FIRST MEETING TUESDAY !@:12:30

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