just because

i think you are neat. your fun, and fun crazy stuff seems to happen when you are around. i hope you get to know me better, and i the same with you. cuz we could have grand times together

wHAT THE FUCK IT IS SNOWING AUGH

i hope you don;t have any ..mmm negative feeling about stuff that went down earlier on in the year. i hope you understand.perhaps as the panda pancease drop we can get anythign out cuz you are pretty kewl and fun to be around.

i wish some things worked out for you more becuase all i want for you is to be happy. i know you just need to find the right someone. it;s good though that some thigns seem to be looking up. yay for summer . YAY for next year...YAY YAY for BULK FOODS!

What the fuck. why do you always do this, misconstrue what i say to you. i'm not being mean. you just think that it's my goal to make you miserable for some reason. guess what it;s not. so the next time that you feel i've ruined your day, think again of what i did/said that you happend to interpret as negative, and maybe you won't fall in to a slump so fucking often. if thats to hard to do then dont even bother with me.

why do i always not see you. hahaah i like you so much. we lie when we say we will hang out.. but o well .. when we are thirty right. we'll get together then.

for you i shall creat a song montage.
" you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey- and I.... Ie.. IIIIi will always Loooove you o o o ..(cuz i ) never knew i could feel like this, like i;d never seen the sky before, want to vanish inside your kiss everyday i love you more and more.waking up next to you makes my day good

i miss you. i wish i wasn;t so forgetful and lazy that i actually sent you an e-mail once in a while. i think about you and the good times we had.i miss them but hope you are doing well. i have somethign for you, a christmas gift... i will get it to you somehow.

i;ts good that what you thought before about me has changed, beacuse you are pretty spiffy. yea i saidit spiffy. glad you are comming to hang out ... sometime. see you soon eh... cocktails too..! yes... we shall have some


omg better get going

doom doo doom doom

Soooo i am just chillen right now, waiting for doug to get out of a meeting. been fixing up the last little pieces of video , and we are gonna burn them to dvd soon.

i found these, cuz i am bored. we watched invader zim last night i am love grrrr soo ,, i though i would share it with you.

i hate mondays

hate them, with a fiery passion that burns eep within my soul. i dread them. they are just so busy for me, art class early in the morning then my over lapping classes.augh.. i just really don; want to deal with it ever. ican;t wait till this semester is over so i can like mondays again. it really up tp the events of the day weather i get through itin once piece or not. and yea i know i am being overly dramatic, but... seriously they just suck so much. it;s not just that i have to get up early for my art class it;s the class. i am sure you have all heard me bith about my teacher.. whats the point in putting efort in things, when you knwo it won;t matter. augh.

tomorrow starts the 3 weeks of madness as well. this week the crunch to finish video's, this weekend tech starts off tech week and then we open. lame lame lame.. i mena i love theatre and i love doing shows.. digital stuff so isn;t my thing. it;s good i am doing it but augh... stess. i wish i just had a nice set to paint. that would be easy.

anyways.
see you all tomorrow.

p.s. i died my hair and i am unsure if i like it...
p.p.s i hate mondays...seriously .. augh... i just want to skip it... o kthats enough ...
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*grumble*

very tired lisa

soo today as a pretty long day. i had 2 apoointments and a big chunk of filming. it was like my day just dissapeared. i cannot believe that this week is already over. back to work tomorrow. i think i get payed though. which is good. cuz i spend money lots. i am very tired right now on account of my business and getting up early and stuff. yesterday was a good day. going out to fast eddies and having soem cocktails and getting kinda tipsy an then haning out at spencers with people was sexy times.

wow it;s getting pretty late. i better get going to go to bed soon . it smells so good in this room. i don;t want to leave.

dududu

good night everybody

love

vomiting happiness

it's true .. i literally can't contain it anymore.
i know i am lame. i just can't help it though. getting through today was an accomplishment. it was just one thing after another which was kinda stressfull, but is a huge releif now that is it over. the rest of the week seems like a breeze, even though there is probably something that i am over looking or that will pop up like things tend to do.

tomorrow dudud, i am going out for james's birthday. dunno where yet but what ev.. then the next night,, on valentines day*weird face* i am all up for the singles and "singles"( cuz there are some kinda acceptions) night at fast eddies.. COCKTAILS yay yayaya.. so excited.

then the next day is the wonderful day of appointments starting with an eye appointment and then a dentist one. woot.

my rents leave in like a week and a 1/2 and are gone for .. omg.. 3 weeks.. i will be alone in my house. but not entirely.. Cocktail party. if your comming i;m gonna need ya to bring soemthign like a bottle of booze or some mixes.. maybe soem munchies. no beer alowed.. or pot.. this night is classy and just for cocktails.. and if you don;t like it don't come. i am also thinking that there sould be a girls night, cuz we talked about that before and now we have a good time/ place for it. just throwing it out there..
it;s always fun to have a night of talking and junk food... how about some more cocktails??
auhg.. i mean ... having pillow fights in our underwear


anyways...

YAY ( you knwo what i am talking about)

anyways good night and sweet dreams , i'm hoping for them.. mmm last night... such sweet dreams

never knew i could feel like this like i;d never seen the sky before, want to vanish inside your kiss , everyday i'm loving you more and more. listen to my hear can you hear it sing, telling me to give you everything, seasons may change winter to spring but i love you, till the end of time.

O weary night
abait thy hour
steal me a while from my own company

Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes
And sleep
Per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away
I’ll dream away
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

unproductive

i hate it when i feel that way. funny how often i am unproductive though. sometimes i wonder why i am. it's like i have so much potential to do whatever i want. i could paint or read or whatever, any of the things that i always wish i had more time for. but i don't. i just sit around wasting time cuz i'm just not in the right mood.

Like right now. i have the whole night to my self, whether i want it or not, i have it. to do whatever i need or want. but i can tell already that i won't do anything. i feel kinda shitty and i'm probably just plain lazy. whats with me and this being sick, cuz i don;t have a cold. is it some weird flu? i don;t have a temperature but my head and neck hurt like crazy, and i'll just feel really crappy. i've had enough of it. I want to feel better.feel like myself, feel pretty. not feel like crap.

what an awesome depressing post. i guess on the bright side i have most of my proposal done and it had been pushed back until next monday.
but i also have 2 art projects that i am behind on and a bunch of other fun things that i get to do. so as it looks i will probably sit around for the next few days being unproductive, wasiting my time on the computer, till it's last minut and i have to get my act together.
Sweet, i can't wait

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i hate being sick. My whole body hurts. i feel to crappy to do anything productive. everyone eles is at school. i always feel lonely when i get sick. i hate missing everything that goes on in a day. tomorrow i will most likely be at school even if i am feeling like shit. i don't want another day like today.
*sigh*

oh that karma's a sneaky one

so today i feel icky. i had to go to work but ended comming home 1/2 way throught my shift.anyways let me start with the adventures of citt

sexytimes. friday morning i get up and have to go to a pre-production meeting for power. augh after an hour we got a pretty final idea of what the set it going to be. blah blah blah. i have to leave.. kylan and i go to my bank and then to meet at spencers where nikki is picking us up. the wonderfull nikki comes and we go to get maddy. then the two in the front seat decided that they want food so we drive in afew circles cuz spencer can't give driving directions*wink* anyways
long story short
we make it on the ferry yay...meet up with. devin, tasia,jill, brianna, michelle, ace and mike.(plus myself nikki,spencer, kylan and maddy) 12 of us all together.

not alot happened on the ferry but we did have some intersting conversations in the ride to citt, in out big budget van. some reminicing of old tv shows... ext ext
so anyways we get to citt. do the wandering around thing. get some really really crappy tours from dougless college students. USELESS. our first years are smarter x2 than their second years. anyways had some pizza*shrug* did this crazy challenge that ended up involving alot of cheating and cheap tricks.

augh side note: some of the other students pissed me off they where so rude. like this one guy just bad mouthing every thing fuck. i just wanted to punk him in the face.

carrying on. the team the maddy was on won. yay so proud and team franken-polt( kylan, brianna, devin, nikki, jill) won second for most "creative design" Also brianna won a first aide course, jill won tickets to an opera, spencer won canucks tickets.. him and jill traded tickets. all and all the actauly citt was not the highlight of the trip, however i did come away with 2 stagefab cd jackets and a travel mug.. i like free stuff

afterwards we took a walk then the sky train to get to the ywca. kylan and i where ran over by a tank. and the best way to cross an intersection is to run. anyways we made it and went to our rooms.

me, maddy, nikki, kylan , jill and devin( also know as room "nikmadjilliskydev kavich"
and then spencer , ace and michelle and brianna and tasia's luggage( this come in to play later in the story

so after getting setled in and nameing our room we(spencer, ace michelle, kylan, jill, maddy and myself) went to dinner at moxies. where i had two moxie sized cocktails. mmmhmm. i aquired a sweet ass martini glass for myself and some utensils and a napkin for kylan. spencer got a spoon.the rest( nikki brianna, tasia and devon went to the bars)
we finished and went back to the room where there was more casual drinking i went to sleep pretty fast.

3:30 am... i get up to answer the phone it is the front desk... they are trying to get a hold of spencers room because a drunk brianna and tasia need to get their stuff( they stayed somewhere eles) but no one in the room is answering. so i call. no answer. call micheles phone like 3 times no answer. go down to the room... knock for a while.
FINALLY. a very cofussed spencer opens the door and we bring the bags down stairs.
grumble grumble back to bed

4:45 kylans phone rings. it;s nikki her and devin are lost. devin is being an ass and lying in the street and nikki is trying to get him back. ... a little while later kylans phone rings again. they have taken a cab and are there.. so kylan and maddy go down to get them... cuz the key has and elevator thign and they didn;t have a key anyways... blah blah blah..

everyone gets back into the room .. tires to sleep .. except devin.. he is drunk off his ass and giggleing.. the rest of us are not so happy about this. finally we get him to shut up.

next morning.(minus devin) get up and head out, pick up some breakfast at the the corner store. thank you KCmarket. mmm fruit loops. mike and our ride shows up and we head over to eh massy theatre for a tour.. which was awesome. so kewl. i'm not going into details cuz this seems long already. then walk, skytrain(loose michelle and ace to metro town and mike dicthed us for a sea plane.
215. we realize we will not catch the ferry we want and decided to go to rickies.mm breakfast. soo good. jill acuired a knife for kylan. then we go to catch the bus

kylan reads the shedual wrong so we think we have missed the bus and go for a walk down granvill to the rock shop. i baught a funky necklace that i feel straingly connected to. head back to the bus. hey it;s michelle and ace.
current group: jill, ace, michelle, kylan, maddy nikki, spencer, myself

catch the bus( hey it;s a jo! and mr grumpy).. miss the ferry by like 10 minuts. lame. wait around in a coffee shop then the terminal. spot a trish. yay trish for winning tow gold metals.. woot

on the ferry. we manager to aquire a the perfect seats. and have a chill ride home. kylan and i where grossly over priced for tea.. it;s mostly fucking hot water.. grr.. next time we are making our own
kylan aquires a spoon, knife, fork. I a spoon and we both grab some sugar packets.
arrive in nanaimo... nikki has a parking ticket that is either 27 or 50 dollaras.. lame.. i shall give her some money.
i get dropped off at spencers to find that the drivers side mirrow on my car has been busted off.. not kewl. it;s funny i never realised how much i used my mirror, until i truned my head and had to look at a little metal stub.grrr i decided that it happened because i stole a bunch of things( glass spoon

so anyways i am back to today when i woke up feeling wonderfully happy yet crappy and left work early beaucuse of it. it;s karma evening things out

i went and baught some cheap books at chapers. they are ok,but nothing special.


oh yea if anyone is interested the blood services phoned they are having a clinic feb 20th - 22.. i knwo gragoire wanted to donate blood. and if anyone eles wanted we could go as a big fun blood giving group.*shrug* anyways. farewaell to all. i hope you enjyoed my story and i appologise now for all the spelling and gramatical errors

*waves*