once she had a red red dress, once she had a blue...

blog blog blog. it feels like forever since i've done this. i've been quite busy lately. not too busy to enjoy some free time , but busy enough not to be bored enough to blog. not that i am really bored now, just got some time.
soo the last week or so most nights i have been at rehearsals for the play " dark of the moon" i'm doing crew for it. fly operator and junk. it's pretty great. the rehearsals have been pretty slow so far but i know it will be better during the run.. and i am getting to know a bunch of people which is also super nice. opening should be awesome.
tomorrow is halloween. who is dressing up? i am. originally i wanted to be manbearpig, but i procrastinated to long and then got lazy.. so i'm not doing that. i was cleaning my room wednesday, trying to decide what i should be and i found my black dress with stars all over it.. so i went outs and got me a witch hat.. i make a pretty cute witch.. just need to find me a broom and a black cat. Dustin is being where's waldo? i helped him make his costume by printing red stripes on his touque and shirt. i'm not sure what josh is going to be but something tells me it will be pretty awesome. I would just like to say in this juncture that i love my room mates.
after being at reheasal all night i start talking with the accent they use in the play.. it;s tripping me up right now. ...
well i got distracted from my blog writting , by facebook.. so now i am tired and going to stop writting.. at least you got a bit...
i wants you kids to know that i miss you, any happy opening to anyone involved in the show, i hope you are all having a good time right now. hehe
and good night.
*heart*

the silence isn't as sweet...

I don;t have much that is interesting to say, nor do i particularly feel like typing ... i always look to see if you guys have updated your blogs.. i fell like i always want you to update so i know what you've been up to, how you've been. but lately i haven't been updating mine.. so i shouldn't expect yours to be.
Oh dear 130 already. tomorrow is not a long day thought.. but this weekend i am going to spend like all weekend at the school like i will only come home to sleep .. isn;t that kinda crazy...

the past two nights i was in rehearsal. this past one was pretty fun. i feel like i know what i am doing. i got put in charge of some first years. it;s nice to know that people realize that i know stuff.. it;f funny because it makes me realize. you mean i'll accomplished something in that past three years... no way.

he he he .. anyways thats all .
*loves*

the calm before the storm

so i just got up and while it is fresh i'm gonna try remembering my dream cuz i like all the rest of them it was uber fucked up... hmm i don't' think i will recall it all but there are parts that stick out in my mind. the main part that does : i was in a big truck with someone and we are kinda escaping from this evil dude. there is a dirt road with cut down trees all around it. we are basically 4xing through the cut down trees, but we where going super high in the air. the part that sticks out in my head most clearly is looking out the front window at the ground like 30 feet below and thinking fuck. i don't know if i was scared to crash or just scared of the hight, but either way we made it.
then another part had josh and someone else in it. the other person, looked a lot like josh and i think i was trying to explain to him the connection that i saw and josh ended up shaving his facial hair off. going back to the first part of my dream. i think it started with my walking down the same dirt road. and i had to go through this big dip that someone had constructed and there was this creepy guy. i had to go up to this other side of the hole thing and grab these shoes i guess. i dunno i remember grabbing some flip flops. come to think of it.. i this dream just goes so many places that i can't remember or think of how to describe so i am just going to quit while i am only slightly behind.

so as some of you might have seen, i have sold my soul to dark of the moon, which is our next prouction at the phoenix. i am doing flys and thus am flying people around the stage yay. i have my first rehearsal tomorrow. haha but today i don;t really have any pressing matters. just a bit of work and class. so next week i'm going to have to be at some night rehearsals, but i also have to figure out times to have my own rehearsals for my scene which is going to be a task, then i have an applied theatre project that i still have to figure out. i will put it to someone to help me figure it i think. other than that i found out yeaterday that i did not fail my last business test like i thought i did. i got 64%, which is by no means spectacular, however i did another one yesterday and felt i did much better. actually i think i dreamed that i got 90% on it. haha wouldn't that be creepy if i was true.... guess we;ll find out. haha . hm hm hm hm hm h what else is new.
i've been getting to know people better which is nice, there are quite a few people that chat with me. haha i'm excited to get into rehearsals, then i will meet more people junk.
on that same note i miss all of you back home. i had a nice talk with nathan on tuesday that really cheered me up. i was feeling kinda negative and nathan took that away. it made me think of all the times i was not myself and one of you would be there to pick me up. *lovelovelove*

anyways i think that is it for now, today i have free and possibly most of the weekend depending on wether i get called to paint or not. but i guess we will see when the storm hits.

Well this part is good and that's well understood, So you should laugh if you know what I mean

Tonight i ordered a book off the internet. The world on blood. I am excited for it to get here. The past few days i have been looking at my blog and thinking that i should update. But now that i have the attention to do that i have nothing really interesting to say.

you know whats weird.. i just thought of it. when i was little, my brother and i used to stay at my granny's and grammy's houses. when i went to my grannies she would play black jack with us... it seemed like the normalest thing to do. when we went to grammy's , she would have cereal in one of the cupboards, and it was kept in like tupperware containers.. and i remember always going to get handfuls of cheerio's. i never asked, even when we just came for a short visit i would get some. and you know what else... we drank out of kool-aid cups. not just drank out of. but i remember loving to eat icecream out of them.... weird though the things that seem so natural when you are doing them ... funny thing.. so afew years ago i was in a flea market with my mom and aunt and granny and i found kool-aid cups that where exactly the same.. so i baught 4 of them and a kool-aid jug to go along with it. nice eh. hehehe my grammy still has those cups

i'm going out of my head ...

The whole day through...
Just an old sweet song, keeps Georgia on my mind...
So it is saturday 524. No one else is home right now which is kinda nice. I finished the part of my assignment that i wanted. Then i decided that i wanted to clean the bathroom hardcore.. so i did and now i look super awesome! nice. hehe . then i started on my room... maybe i'll write a little and do that.
Just before i started this , i was reading some of my older blog posts and it;s interesting to see how much has changed.. not only about my life but the way i see things.

*distraction*... and return

so josh and kyle are home now, I fell in love with a bad idea... Spencer and lisa stopped by and i showed lisa my house. I made the bathroom awesome. i lit some candles and made it look awesome. i am very content.
Always quick to follow, the boys are to refined. I am super stoked for tonight dustin and i have some awesome plans. when i started this post i was really into writting , probable because i was reading what i had written in the past.

*NOTE: haha so this is from last night .. i forgot to post it