In todays news..

I made cinnamon buns. they are deliciouse.

currently i am sitting at home. I've been at home pretty much all day just relaxing, and of course baking. I also make kaitlyn a birthday cake. cuz thats how awesome i am. I have discovered that the best grilled cheese sandwiches are made with marble cheese. trust me. try it.

Yesterday was jills birthday. yay jill. 20. since it was not so nice for going to the river, her and i celebrated with some substances, she's the man, cupcakes, and strawberries in chocolate. this was followed by a trip to walmart to look at house goods. and then to the grocery store to purchase a roasted chicken. after which we headed to kylans, and jill with her cavewoman/ hunter gather skills made a fire. i made a bed and napped. life is hard sometimes

eventually everyone showed up and chilled. man was i full at the end of yesterday ... hahahah that sounds so dirty... full of food kids.. food. hahahah

today today today , as you already know i have been baking... OH i should makes jello shooters.... and so i shall. hehehe i am so fucking brilliant.
i gotta go ...geniouse has struck,,,, farewell,

What iz up ... bitches

so i am home now. i had a good time but am glad to be back.. and much richer than i left. yay
hmmm there wasn;t alot that happened some drinking, going out for pacho's( potato nacho's sooooo good ) the weather was well. mmm yea illiteration. went out in the dinngy.hehe. yea and painted a set. i hope everyone likes it.. cuz this is kinda, pretty much the biggest show i have working on .... mmm yea probably. he he.


but in any case i am back and now you can all stop missing me. i have 11 days before i go on my trip. and there is lots going on in between. two very special girls birthdays. eh.. eh .. yes i think so ..
today i am soo going shopping. hopefully i will find something decent. all the clothes seem very ugly right now. but as a treat to myself, i'm gonna try and spend a little more on things like pants and shoes... because i need them desperatly. a pair of both where compleatly destroyed by paint.*shrug* yay new.

i hope to spend many days in the sun with the people i enjoy.
any idea's for adventures kids? i'm up for sum

another good day...

yesterday in the late evening my day did improve, after much "medicine" my head ache did go away and i was able to have some fun. i am glad that people seemed to have a good time last night, eryn in particular. today is not looking well for me. staying in bed all day seems a good idea.
see you when i get back

sometimes i don;t know why i bother

The following is a blog of no real importance, i'm in a rotten mood and can thus see not in a positive light...

what the fuck, it seems there must be something wrong with me. either that or it;s the entire world. i think that i give to much, i must because i always feel like i am just waiting for something in return. to fill the empty hands, empty heart, that i am left with .perhaps people are not as generouse as i, but in any case a thank you would be sufficient.
i'm not greedy, i don;t grasp for everyones attention, i realiziwhen it;s my fault. i don;t like to make people feel bad. i'm aware of the environment. i recycle what i can ..try not to waist. So what, i like to shop, find sales good deals, own nice things.

am i not kind, considerate, loving.
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a short while ago spencer braught my a dozen roses for no reason. it made me feel special
last night eryn did the dishes that i had been dreading doing. thank you soo much , you don;t know how relieved that made me.
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perhaps i am merley blind, or selfish in a way i do not realize. i suppose deep down it is I who has caused my own distress and misery. i hope that my day improves, cuz right now it;s kinda shitty.

And Now... and update

so here i am . dudud duh. anyways i get my own internet tomorrow. presently i am at spencers. he is still sleeping. i can't get how he sleeps so much. i supose that he does stay up late. it;s funny i have found that in the past year i don't sleep as much as i used to .. like even if i wanted to sleep in , it;s only till like 9:30. anyways today should be an awesome day.

for those currently out of the loop. i am done done with petsmart now. my last day was on sunday. patrick the store manager was sad to see me go. although not entirerly becuase shortly he would also be leaving the store. he said that i should come and work for him in his new store on the main land. haha. other people seemed sad to see me go as well. giving hugs and " it was nice working with you" which i found odd. anyways YAY freedome.*dances*.
so after sunday i drove down to chemainus becuase i was suposed to be helping out with some photo shoot. the peopel got stuck in trafic or soemthign so where 1/2 hr late. lame. then it took hardly any time to get the set up. i was suposed to help them out sunday night, monday for like 12 hrs and tuesday(today) for another 8hrs. however they did not need me. so yesterday i ended up doing light walking for the kids show. then i visited with meghan which was lovley.yay meghan .then when home. the awesome part of all this is i still get payed for all the hrs that iwas shedualed to work . WOOT

so i have a day off with pay today and i am going to use it to my advantage. a nice visit from the pot fairy and a trip to see mr potter. then who knows... probably a nap for me hahaha

on saturday i am leaving for kelowena to paint my set. which shouldn;t take that long. afew days perhaps. and then i shall be back for some more time off.

anyways i;ll probably be posting again soon. sincew by this time tomorrow i will have my own internet

posty posty

i supose i shall post, just to give you all an update. presently i am at my parents house doing laundry. kaitlyn and i do not have internet yet, but are hopping to get it soon. the problem is that we do not have a phone line or cable. sooooooooo i pose a question to all those who have been movied out and got interenet. did you just break down and get cable along with your interenet or was there a way to just get it ?

anyways so the house is good. many of you have come to see if and hang out and even claimed part of it as your own. i of course am speaking of eryn who has a cubby in the closet and conditions on the fridge in exchange for some cleaning services. i think it is a good agreement hehe
so pretty much i love kaitlyns and mines appartment. the only down side that i can see is that with it being summer it and there being lots of windows it get quite warm in the apparment. this is fine during the day because we can open all the windowns and the down balcony doors and let the air fow through ,. but at night the misquitos; come out and there are no screens :P
i can survive the heat becuase of my reptile like body adjustments to temperature, however any nomal person finds it unbrearable... or so i;m told

in other news this past friday i gave my two weeks notice to petsmart. i'm tired of them treating me like crap and doing all their work. that being said there is no point of me finding another job until after i come back from my trip. so at the end of august. so actually i'm not taking that much time off work. since i am doing afew days up at chemainus and then going to kelowna for a week. i am wanting to look for a waitress or hostess job where i can get tips. that failing i may look into the delivery of food since that also gets tips. what i don;t want is just another 8 $ an hour job. i want some perks for my hard work damn it

soo hmmm i think thats all i got. i'll post again when i have the chance.... or the interenet... dun dun

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