Sunday, November 11, 2007

comfortably numb

a state of shock. limbo.
this will probably hurt more tomorrow.and twice as much the next day. right now i understand. i am calm, tired, sedated. i understand. i'm dreading the time when the loneliness sets in. when i won't understand anymore. we are funny creatures you and i... i think we always have been.
i hope so much that you find what you need. i hope you find what i could not. at lease i have comfort in knowing i let you do what you needed, i love you enough to know i might not be the best thing for you. there is a hope that one day we will find each other a new ...
i concede. there is no more worrying as to when this time will come because it has passed. my nerves are set free. though it seems a part of me is missing, i will endure. because thats all i can do
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of

no matter what, i'll love you for the rest of my life
goodnight, tomorrow will be a very different day.

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