long day.. not over yet it's only 5:30

today has been an exausting and tumultyuouse day...got up same time as eceryotherday.. went to school.. bahhi tried to sign up for grad photoes but there was no-one there to help me.. i dunno what i am gonna do.. my procrastinations have fucked me over..... augh anyways continuing onnnn. started constructing the haunted house today... its; pretty much all set up the props and details have to be added tomorrow thats gonnd be ther funnest part i think.. hahah to much driving todau hahaha o well of dear there will be more tomorrow. i am quite please witht he way my curved room looks, omg i still have to find a costume this is gonna suck... here goes my procrastinations agian. hwat ya wana bed i will forget it until the last muinut.. i'm thirsy.... oh dear how my mind wanders... but sometimes it just gets stuck on one thing.. then i can't think of anythign eles and it drives me insain... even more so i guess... i am sooo tired.... it i were to lay down not i coulf fall asleep in no time.... but i must not there are things to be done. tomorow is gonna be even busier.... set up .. musical theater... work... laura's.. laura's will be sweet though . then the next day more set up and then hopefully going to see the guys perform.. that will be sweet though hmm sometime tomorrow i will have to trade vehicles with faja . shmea perhaps i will be offf..... i hope tonight ends nicely...... i'm still thirsy......

i'll give you blog

over all i do belive that it is an interesing concetp.. but to what extent is it;s usfulness,... in my opinion the only people who are going to read it are my closest freidns..who i can enevitably talk to in person... and convey to them my thoughs and emotions in much more deatin.... stop.. start again... lookinga t it from a different perspective it is jsut like a journal... a place to display.. my rants rages ext so people can better understand where lisa... beign me .. is comming from.. this poses a problem... whilein the process of ranting i often don;t esplain myself to my full potentianl.. there my friend is the place where people may become offended by my opinions... o well .. change of heart. who the fuck cares right, now... so today started out alright, my classes went by at a decent pase got alot of painting, done... painted probably a total of 3- 3 1/2 hours todya... ahhh its;so crazy... after shool painting/ haning out with ashee and kenny was fun.. then when i got home it went down hill, i have been wuite bored,.. on the plus side though i actaully compleaed my french homework andn i am almost done writting comments in my scrappy book.... i have been slightly sullen... do youknwo what it feels like to miss someone and not know if they miss you in return or even feel the same way as you... it is slightly deperssing. perhaps tomorrow will shed soemlight on the subject, ahaha, cant; wait for saturday probably gonna go and see the oragne edition play.. thaty should be fun, andf i get to dress up ! . ehehe i dunno if i wanna be a butterfly or hte tooth fairy, mayeb iw ill get soem stuff togehter tongiht... himm i waonder if i could alter my other fairy costume then just be a a regular fairy... ow ell only time will tell.. time. time time.. sure has snuck up on my... i mean haloween alreay.. it seems like the year just started one things for sure time goes by faster as you get older...oh deatr there is so much chaos going on right now.. seriously it;s like a fucking soap opera.. except no one is in a coma .. yet.... honetsly it;s taking a tole... i don;t remember the last time i was feeling this streached out... like people talking about other poepe and i keep stickingup for certain people becuase i understand where they are comming from but then the people that i am sticking up for are just makign things more difficult for themseld and it is all one big mess... just a big mess. i guess a good analogy for it would be like a boulder rolling down a mounting gaining momentum... knocking down trees and destroying cities untill it settles at it;s reting place. i dunno what to do about this.. i just gotta go with the flow and i'll make it thought i jsut need to be loved
oh and that . baahh, so lets put this right out there... lisa likes james.. and from what people tell me james likes lisa...te he . fair. enough but it annoys me that people are all inteh business of pushing us together... aka are you going out yet... when are you going out...you should go out... fuck left things happen natuallly like i dunno keeping me informed is grand but sometimes things go to far and we start messing with people's lives... ahhhhhh my brain and i am also sadened...i wish i could spend more time with set person but he always seems to be busy.. not time for a lisa.. tis horrible .. today afterschool i was painting my flat for the haunted house... listeing to music then the cd was over and this sad music came on i felt very lonley.. just one lisa in a bit room is to few poeples... Sigh.. o well perhaps tomorrow will be an improvment....