Busy Busy Busy

figure i should update. so i got up earlyer than usual to work on my english essay. which should be done by today but thanks to alexes barganing skills , we can hand it in on thursday. i 've written about 1/2 of it.. and i supose if i tried i could make it to theatre history.. but i do;t wanna and i would only there for like na hour cuz i have my crew call for the one acts.. they are going good.. yup .. yup.. if you haven;ts een it yet come and see it.. um um um um .. so no alot of time... i've also just decided that i probably wont; go to english today either... *shrug* i am just bored anyways.. i dunno exaclty when i will fisnish my essay .... becaseu there is just no time this week for anythign... febuary is going to be nuts.. right after the one act festical we start on the oresteia and allt he month i willl be making props and working on awsome set stuff i am uber excited,but i will probably be dissapearing for amonth or so ... haha 3 parties comming up to... man theater life .. hahaha... um um umu one day i think i am going to buy myself a perfesional massage.. my back is just so messed and tense and my whole body aches *dies* OOO maybe for my birthday ... just over a month now.. wow haha finally 19. anwyas lisa = hungry.. so i think that i willl be jetten . lalala

*sigh*

so it sucks when people forget about you... especially your friends. it;s a funny thing when you are alone and you start to hope they forgot about you.. and didn't just decide that they had something better to do... it sucks/hurts either way. it;s almost 12, i;ve been staying up with the hope of some human contact for tonight... even if it is only for a short while... as i am already tired. i've just been reading all night.. my eyes are very tired and are kinda having a hard time focasing. i went to tim hortons becuase i desired something sweet. there where a bunch of little people... well like 14.. but they are still little.. i felt pathetic becuase i was alone.Ha .. as i was leaving the house my dad asked where iw as going... i told him to tim hortons for coffee... and my brother asked... "with who" with and insinuating inflection ... and i said no one..... i just want a doughnut...
horibble story i know.. but i never have been good at telling stories. not the my tired bored state helps.
i should be getting a message soon. feels like the from the only person i can really count on to be there for me
you and your little poems..haha thought if you think about it.. it was kinda creepy. but i like it very much.
i know i'm somthign to someone..
oh dear . going down hill........... thump. starting to ramble because i have nothing to say .hmm hmm

i saw underworld evolution last night i really liked it.. haha kinda i guess cuz of the love story.. i'm a big sucker for such. i like happy ending what can i say. i also went to the doctor yesterday so apparenty there is most likley a peice of caralige floating around in my knee.. i went to get X rays.... umm... had chinese food for dinner but we got it from somewhere diffenent and i was dissapointed with the sweet and sour pork... there was too much sour not enough sweet. * shrug*
DnD tomorrow.. yay for being nerdy.it will be fun ... though definatly not as fun as last sunday *grins* perhaps i will level though... Nerdy nerdy nerdy.. more nerdy talk

monday i have acting class with ross again... lame... i hate ross. um umumum

waiting still 10 after 12... waiting. please don;t dissapoint me... i don; think i can take any more today

tomorrow

CITT tomorrow ..that should be f.. u .. n fun ! hehe .. a techie convention yay . anyways. hmmmmmmmm baught some new shoes today ... 5$ they are pretty ok . not quite what i was looking for but for 5$ i can;t compain... but i can;t complain about the 5$ that fell out of my pocket somewhere int eh world....lame... lame.. so i will pretend that they are 10$ shoes...... *shifty eyes* been busy latly... doing stuff... i really gotta get cracken on the props stuff. umm oh while shopping i also baught a belt to put my hand cuff belt buckle on .. but i can;t figure out how to work it exactly... man am i dumb... belts are expensive eh.. it cost me almost 30$.... eeps.... there was also this lovley coat on sale that i would have liked to buy but,,,,, more money... so yes..... umm umm umm .. i dunno nothing very interesting.. just thought i would up date.

oh... for anyone who cares... the grade 11/ 12's final show is next week i am gonna guess thursday and friday .. they are doing coarse shows i'm gonna be there you should go

ANd.....

the week after that Jan 30 , 31.. Feb 1,.2.... mal- U theatre * cough* thats my people..... are putting on our one act festival .. ever night is different so come more than once... but for sure come wed or thurs cuz thats when my play is... i;m not in it... but that doesn;t matte... it;s the best,....

the shows and the nights they are on ...
Mon
- choice for life
- what color animal are you
-jacks pants
- this is a play

Tues
- choice for life
- its tought to be some body
-naomi in the living room
- this is a play

Wed
- jacks pants
- sherlock holmes
-DELIVER US NOT
- naomi in the living room
- the line that picked up 1000 babes

Thurs
- it;s tough to be somebody
- DELIVER US NOT
- sherlock holmes
- the line that picked up 1000 babes
- what color animal are you

you guys should so come and see my play.....*shakes fist*
if you wanna know what any of them are about just comment and ask me ttyl *heart*

stop proving me right, my thoughts to be correct, fears to be true
my head is heavy, aching with the tears i won't cry. the dropplets
that hide behind my smile
my sneer

I am wonderful, amazing, beautiful
thank you for saving me from the heart i though i had
from my hopes of happiness

there is no point to this , none has been shown
I never want to feel invisible again

Cest Fini

after 3 days of working on it , it is finished... the most amazing bonsai tree to be created out of card board, papermache and fabric!.. oh i can;t forget he maccoroni noodles... holly fuck i don;t know how much of my life i wasted making it but it looks awsome... if you think otherwise i am gonna slap you.

my face and hair are soft.

i feel soo tired, i got lots of sleep but i am just so mentally exsaused it's not funny. my head just kinda hurts enough to not make me wanna think about anyhting . it;s like everything is foggy. i wok eup this morning feeling really crappy. i came to the reviation that i was a big bitch last night... not like mean bitchy but annoying bitchy. i feel bad and am sorry for it.. i think i'm subconsiouly trying to sheild myself from greif..... i dunno if that makes sence but it sounds good right now so i will leave it.... dudud talked to laura yesterday and on like fed the 4th i am gonna go and viste with her in victoria and stay the night at her house. hehe it will be fun if i don;t get lost trying to find where she is... i'm not very good with directions and victoira is big and scary hahaha i know it;s not that big... but i am really bad at dirations... i need to clean my room . there are like clothes everywhere... i can get everything all sorted out as soon as my mom finishes my dresser

la di da.... i wonder lonley as a cloud that floats on golden daffodls... hahaha anyong remember the comercial with the girrafe....anyone * runs and hides*

i think tomorrow i will go and buy some raspberry juice... it;s driving me nuts that i have none....
OMG i have grammy buns. fuck yea...

so i think i have nothing eles, well not that i had alot anyways... intesting to say

g'day to you

yesterday sucked

i thik i want a coffee. so i don;t really feel like going into it, but yesterday sucked big time. omg the weirdest thing.. spencer phone me at like 1:45.. why... spencer i don;t understand. i can;t belive that i actaully picked up the phone.. like i tink it was on vibrate... anyways i had to lookat my phone this morning to make sure that i wasn;t a dream. apparently itr wasn;t... why did you phone me then?? i'll probably see you before you read this .. but still confssed lisa

today i have my first digital media course.... eep it should actaully be my second but i missed monday. cuz i am dumb. so i hope every thign will work out ok. i'm gonna be all alone. i hope know someone... anyone i better get started on making props and gathering them tonight, i was gonand o it yesterday, but didn't... i'm so worried and frustrated about getting a shedual put to gether for my one act play. seeing as i don;t have full sheduals from jc or ace and kylan wants the rehearsals not to be at night... but there isn;t like any time int he day , i'm suposed to get a work shedual from him today but somehow it seems i won;t get it and we will waiste more time being inconsis. i think i hate stage managing... i supose it;s my fault i knew that before when i did it for ace. it;s one of those jobs where you feel stepped on .. well at least i do cuz i don;t like tp create conflict so i will try to do what everyone eles wants to do. and wow do i just love being stepped on and taken advantage of and left unapriciated ... the list goes on... and less than a month too , i hope people have been memorizing there a scripts
O god today is not shappin up to be the best day either

Summary of my trip

ok so this is the story of my holiday season, so the last blog i wrote was all about how i was misteravle and l;oney well the day or two after that i had the girls over( ashley and laura) and we talked about boys and dyied my hari adn watched buffy and made milk shakes and went to the adult surplus store..... then the next day michelle and spencer came over and we made paper mache masks itwas fun.. then i had to go and stay at grannies. spencer came with me cuz i was sad i was leaving.

so i wake up early and travel all day .. got into galveston texas very late.
next day , my family went to moody gardens its this theme park kinda. there are these pyrimids with stuff in them.. like a rain forest in one( wich was really kewl) and an aquarium... anyways. dawn and i hunged a possum.. well it wasn;t a possume it was a guy dressed up as one... and he wasn;t really a possum it was a mouse... but.. to us he was a possum.

the next day i went shopping with dawn. in a HUGE mall . for like 6 house.. two of which where spent sitting on leather chairs talking about the people that walk by.. mostly boys... but anyways. i baught a sweet corsette! and new cords and this otehre really pretty pinky top and a hand cuffs belt buckle

next day i think we got on the cruise ship. yes.. so dawn ( dawn in my older cousin by the way, but we are reall close.. like it was so creepy we kept talking in unison) and i explaored and then at the muster stationg... that was like our safty meeting... this guy was like hitting on my.. so we called him safty boy.. and we decided that we where safty buddies. anyways we kept seeing him and we ran away

the next day ... chistmas day ..was a day at sea.. we just kinda chilled walked around looking how.. cuz thats what we do hahah. we decided that we where the hot canadian girls... OH yea we made these shirts that said MADE In ( on the front) and had a maple leafe on the back . where was I ... anyways. dinner was a formal night so i wore my prom dress and after dinner joey dawn and i went to the chirstmas show..in the theatre. and before it started we met these people behind us from seatle. and one of them was named jake and i will get back tio him later. we went to go and watch the santa clause. and then saftey boy came up to talk to me.. Drunk( his name was jeff.. i hadf to ask him cuz i wasn;t actually paying attention at the meeting thingy) anyways his step brothers where with him. and they where dressed sooo kewl .. like mobsters.. they had pinstripped suits and black and white shoes and hat.. *melts*.. all boys should dress like that. dawn and i decided we needed to be friends with them cuz they where kewl

umm the next day was costa maya .. our first stop i was suposed to go sailing and snorklying but our tour got pushed back so we didn;t go . instead we went back to the ship and i met up with the mobsters ( josh and jake ) and safty boy.. and hung out with them .. eventually safty boy left thought..anyways.. yea i don;t remember much after that

then our next stop was in belize. we only had a little time there. most of my family went Zip lining.. so we went to this place and you get to goup into the canopy of trees and go form platfor to platform. it was very kewl. um ssome of these events are kinda foggy so i am probably missing things so i think i;ve seen jake afew times and said hello as well as the mobsters Oh.. i remember i was hanging out with Charlie jake( NOTE: charlie jake is the mobster jake... step brother of safty boy... man this is confussing.) and he was farily tips so we hang out and eventually we go back to his room and he is all like so what you wanna do .. and i;m like hahaha not what your thinking. haha. and so eventually i;m all like ok your tired and tipsy i'm gonna put your to bed. so i tuck him in and give him a good night kiss... i thik it was that.. day .. actaully coem to think about it .. it was the day after cuz it was formal night and that was on the 27th... anyways..

the grand cayman . this was my fave day .. we started of going to this place called hell. wich was a little dissapointing but o well. then we went to a rum facorty.. SWEET from hell to heaven in like 5 min. haha . adn we can try a shot of any kind of rum we want. and have rum cake... so i end up getting a big bottle of creme rum. which is deliciouse. after that we went to a turtle farm and saw all these sea turtles.. there where really big ones and tiny ones and i got to hold a medium one.. ahahah and then we went and ate turtle soup. thats right i said it.. think i'm a barbarian if you like. but it was good. jake jake ( jake from seatle) was on the same tour.. but not in our buiss. so we kept seeing him all day
after that we went and got on a boat and were taken to this sand bar. and we got to snorkle with sting rays it was awsome. there where soo many.. and we got to feed them.. and they where slimy and i help one and kissed it on the top of it.. and got a pic with it.. i'll show people when i get them, so we get back to the dock and ther is a huge line to get back onto the ship.. cuz we had to take a boat to get to the ship. Dawn and i saw jake jake.. and he was all like come with us.. and we where like yes ... but no we have to go with our family or they will get mad.. and then they where like of w/e we wouln;t have cared.. grrr.

hmmm oh hah dawn and I would have like a snack of mashed potatoes and gravey and a bun. at like 4.. and then possily again at like 11

the next day was in cozumel.. but i went to cancun cuz i had a different tour than people. so me my mom joey and aunty kathleen went to see these undergground gaves . they where nead. tehre where alost lots of animals around ourside cuz it was like an animal reserve or seomthgin ... i was bitten by a baby monkey:P hahah. but it din;t hurt.. i saw a toucan it was kewl... they hop funny
after that we got to go to this beach with like no one eles on it.. BUT ok .. so by this time , liek the night before or soemthign 2 of this ships generators had broke.. so we wheren;t going as fast.. and we got to our stop late. so when we where at the beach it was getting dark so i just seached for shells.. but .. lame.. and dumb me i had my camera around my neck and i had just put it behind me .. but when i was bending over.. guess what went in the water... yes... i dunno how fucked it is... but .. iyea.. lame rushed back to the ship.. went abd put my corsette on ... it dawn and mines mathcin corsette night. she has a red one and i have a black one. they are embroidered the same. went to dinner. then the show.. ( where where 3 stage shows.. we went to all cuz we found a dancer we liked.. he had a mowhawk hehe) then hung out with charlie jake( we decided that mobster jake didn;t suit the name jake...cuz jake seems like and out going name... and he is shy so he is charlie jake) and jake jake hung out a bit on our favorite seats . then when we where leaving.. charlie jake was all like .. i found this for you.. and iwas a blue anklet that matched my bathing suit... he so wanted me.. hahaha. anyways
then dawn adn i went up to the bar.. i had some rum and cokes.. and dawn and lotlotslots of other alcohol. we danced itw as fun.

*deep breath*... last full day on the boat... day at sea.. i pack... i am a little hung... dawn adn i find jake jake adn go to swing danceing.. yay fun.. hang out.. then go to dinner.. and yay after dinner we find him again... we sit on the top deck and watch som tina turned thing.. lame.. but super fun. cuz jake jake is hillariouse.. so fucking funny. then we go to watch princes popstar( which is like a mimi american idol) andways.. after that charlie jake tag along and we go and sit at this kewl place above one of th bars.. charlie jake is drunk and annoying... and gets all angry becuase i am more entertained by jake jake better than him..so he leaves.. that is the last i saw od him... i never did get a picture of their suit.. o well . so we continue sitting. and then move to one of the lounges.dawn goes to bed and jake jake and i hang out seom more. i started to fall asleep so jake walks me to my room. haha and what do i get.. i kiss from jake... haha two jakes... geese lisa...

last day... we are spose to be getting into the port at 7.. BUt .. our ship is not working. so we get there at 1130..meaning that we don;t get to get off the ship will way later.. like 3.. Oh and guess when our flight home. is... 2 25. so we miss our flight and princess cruises puts us up in the marriot( a 300$ a night hotel.. we got 6 rooms) and of course this is newyears ever right... so lame.. anways so my new years consisted of ordering pizza and hangong out with my family on a hotell room. we watched afew showes and chatted alot.. it was fine like it will be an awsome memory for like ever.. but at the time it erally sucked.. we didn;t even stay up till midnight. we went to bed at like10 .. It was nice though cuz i had a huge big bed to myseld.. dawn and i got to share a room. next day was spend traveling . i finished my book.. almost got sick on the place becuase of turbulance.. thank go i didn;t hurl i would have never heard the end of it.. and finally ay 6 30 our time arrived home.. it wasn;t the best trip i've gone on but i certainly will remember it for a while.

by the way i forgot a bunch of stuff so feel free to ask me

For FUN/ wasting time

this was on barbs/ jordans blogs.. andi have time and ilike to fill in surveys.. hehehe
( yess by all that apply)

stayed single the whole year
got your first kiss
kissed someone new- yes
made-out for the first time
made-out in/on a car- yes
kissed in the snow- yes
kissed in the rain - yes
fell in love - in a way
had your heart broken- yes
broke someone else's heart- yes
had a stalker
had a good relationship with someone
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
gotten pregnant
gotten someone else pregnant
had an abortion
gotten married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
kissed someone of the same sex - yes
dated someone you'll never forget
done something you've regretted- yes
lost your true love
lost faith in love
kissed under mistletoe- yes
got a promotion
got a pay raise- yes
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job- yes
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight As
met one teacher you really like- yes
met one teacher you really hated- yes
found the subject you love- yes
failed a class
cut class- yes
skipped school -yes
got into a fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of- yes
discovered a new talent- yes
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself an idiot- yes.. all the time :P
embarassed yourself in front of the class- yes
fell in love with a teacher
got a lead in the school play
made a varsity team
were involved in something you'll never forget - yes
got sent to the office
painted a picture- yes
wrote a poem- yes
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn't stand - yes
double-dipped - yes
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover- yes
went to camp
threw a surprise party
laughed till you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
flirted shamelessly- yes hahah
visited a foreign country- yes
visted a foreign state- yes
cooked a disasterous meal- yes
lost something important to you- yes
got a gift you adore- yes
realized something new about yourself - yes
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
dyed your hair- yes
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party - yes
drank alchohol - yes
drank alchohol underage - yes
did drug(s)
got drunk - yes
got arrested
read a great book - yes
saw a great movie - yes
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw your favorite band/artist live - yes OMG YES
saw someone famous in person
did something you want to tell everyone - yes
enjoyed this - yes