no job and no friends makes lisa a dull girl

today was boring and sucky. spencer left early in the morning and i did not get to say good buy properly which made me sad. then i came home and waited around for my mother to pick me up to go to my knee appointment. talking to the doctor and if my knee is "acting up" ,aka bone chip popping out, on a thursday i'm suposed to call the doctors and see if i can get surgry on that day, when the doctor is on call, other wise if i book and appointment and go in for surgery they might not be able to find the little chippy again.. which would just be a big waste of time for everyone. my knee sucks.

after that i came home did some stuff , baked a sponge cake which is delicious... watched a movie... augh.. and now it is 10:17 and i am not tired yet.. i really need to find a job so that i can appreciate the time i have off. augh places where suposed to phone me today yet didn;t.. perhaps i will have some luck tomorow, maybe i will go there, or just apply at some more places. i really don;t wanna have to work in retail.
i can just imagine it if i did, one of my old managers or coworkers would come to where i work and see me working at some stupid job and .. yea it would suck.*sigh*

i think tomorrow i will make a pie....
is this why my grammy bakes so much, because she is bored? at least she is very good at it by now.hopefully when i am her age i will be as good.

i want to go out but do not know where i would go , nor do i dare take a walk at this hour.

o well

i hate my fucking knee

it fucking hurts. grrr grrr grr

now that i am done complaining *for now* hahaha

last night was pretty alright. i was so unbelievably baked it's not even funny. thanks to dumbledoor baggins, and purple rain who once again kicked my ass. hmmm yes .. i kinda started at the end...let me go to the beguining

my day started my the side of my lover... and seeing as he was still sleeping i decided to venture home and have a little lisa time in my awesome smelling clean house. i watched some futuramma until kaitlyn and steph showed up with all stephs stuff which i helped to move. hung out .. was fed some steak , yummy thanks.then i made some cookies! yay then josh and caitlin came over and we watched the good the bad and the ugly. i was the ugly hehe. it was pretty alright except all of the shots where really long so the movies seemed rediculously long. but clint eastwoods intensness made up for it.

then i got ready to do.. and spencer called yay and he got off work early and came and got me and we went to marthas and had a pretty good time. when i got home i had peanut buttre toast and it was amazing... just so you guys know

.... wow i write about lame stuff.. the thing is most of you guys who read this already know what i do day to day because you are there. perhaps later i will write about somethign profound.

anyways.. love lisa
p.s. yay for tonight

one set closer

yay me. ok so for some reason i woke up at like 545. and was like what is that light.. so i get up and check it out and it was totally the sun. anyways short stort even shorter i got up. and finally finished reading thought the dealy and taking my test for serving it right. yay i passed go me. then i needed a printer to print my certificate out.. i have one but it was in a box. like all brand new and stuff. so i took it out... but i had to find a place for it soo i cleaned up all the computer and tv cords.. yay it looks so pretty now.. but i was still missing a cable so i will have to go to my rents anyways later to print it off. hmm u guess i should try and find a table before i go back to the north end so i can take my dads truck back.. but then i have to take everything out of it ... screw this idea... i'm going back to bed...
*marches down hall*

i'm just kidding... i'm probably get to it later...

so i guess today that i will go and apply for afew jobs. i soo cannot keep up with this doing nothing. it makes me sooo lazy. mm my house smells like hippy.. mmm hippy.
i love my house. have i ever mentioned that. for like ever i have wanted my own place that i could decorate and walk around naked in... and stuff. ya know. it's so nice not to havew to worry about being home at certain times or get bitched at by my other for having clothes on the floor. or leaving things places. i clean up in my own time. generally it;s pretty clean here.

lovelovelove.
hmmm so i am kinda nervouse about applying at a restaurant. i've never actually done any serving and if i get hired i keep thinking that they won;t give me any training and ill be like thrown into it and fail miserably.... yup. sounds fun eh ..
this being so i am tempted to apply at the liquor stores i ssaw needed people. cuz i could so do that super easy. but no lisa.. dont; cop out. go for the tips.... the riches....!

i dunno. i will apply. i can;t not. i'm just abig chicken.

fare well
~lisa~
p.s. I SOOO NEED TO GO AND SEE ERYN TODAY EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee

She's baAAAack

hihi hi. you guys can all stop missing me now*wink wink* my trip was definatly a lifetime experice. but i have to say that i amm sooooo soo glad to be home. althought it is unfortunatle at the moment becuase i am all jet lagged timey screwed up. it;s 4 am and i am not tired... though tkind hungry. anyways for those of you who don;t know i visitied. denmark(copenhagen) , norway(oslo), estonia(tallin), russia(st petersbourge) polland(gadansk) finland( helsinki) and sweden (stolkholm). it was quite the adventure. here are some of my highlights

copenhagen - absolut ice bar(everythign was made of ice) and the erotic museum , need i say more haha you all would have loved it. it had everythign from love myths, to gay porn to marylin monrow to a giant golden penis... which i took my picutre next to .. you will see it it;s awesome. also in copenhagen i liked that everyone rode their bikes and there was this one huge park that everyone went to after work and just pickedniced in .

oslo- there was this park with a bunch of bronze statues about the circle of life. some of those where pretty kewl

estonia - we walked around this old town and there where just wonderful streets and you could just kinda feel how old the city was in some parts.. i dunno how to describe it. um and i baught a little painting, a poncho and some absenth. it;s not the reall stuff.. but who fuckign cares it's sweet anyways

russia,- saw some amazing art work. tried caviar... however that wasn;t so much of a high light than somethign that i just havet o mention.. you will see the pic... hahaha. umm i went to the room where rasputin was assasinated.. it was pretty kewl. umm h-core palaces.. lots of vodka

polland- was kinda boring
so was helsinki
sweden was beautiful , my dad and i baught some swedish chocolate and it was awesome

nanaimo - comming home to spencer..
sorry that was cheesy

now i expect to see lots of you as i have braught back treasures. so now i guess i wil go and find a job or somethign before school starts.. omg it;s so close.eeeee
love lisa

August 1st.. already

where the fuck did the sumer go? in 5 days i will; be leaving for my trip. you know i used to love going away. traveling on air planes staying hotels. everything was so novel. i've realized i really don't like going away. i don't like missing my home , my friends , or the people i love.
every year imy moms side of the family has a reunion on the august long weekend. i used to love to go. to see my cousins, to enjoy the theme, to do the horse races. but now i just never want to go to it, and i mean i feel bad about not going to see my family... but i never remember who anyone is, or their names. they all pretty much live in victoria so they see each other all the time.
in2003, i went away and satyed the whole weekend, and all i wanted to do was come back. i was missing mine and jame's 1 year aniversary. my first real boy friend and i miss our anniversary.

i guess what i really mean by this is , right now the people that are most important in my life have changed. and while i love my family, i don't want to leave without those people.

in other news i still have a cat. the owners have not returned from where ever they are and i am worried about the other cat still in the appartment below us. i've given it a bit of food, which it seems to have eaten. but i wonder how long i should wait before we take measures to remove the cat. like i feel wrong about going into someone's place when they are not home, however what the fuck are they doing leaving two cats for so long with no one to take care of them. no one is. it 's heart breaking to hear the other cat meow, and feel so helpless.
aggggg.

if your not going to take care of your pets don;t fucking get them in the first place.

in 5 days i will miss you all
~lisa~