justa eatin a sandwich

mmm subway.. dudud got back from work not too long ago.. omg some of the people i work with drive me nuts augh... anyways*dances* two days of from pet smart.... well kinda i have to go to a manditory staff meeting.. but it isn;t really work.. and ig et payed for it.... and there will be pizza.. then i work one day and am going up to quadra.*BIGGER MORE ELABORATE DANCING*

joing to joshes cabin. it;s hard to belive this is like the 3rd year in a row i've gone. ha ha and once again it seems as though the weather is going to be... meh. it seems like this trip will be different that it is planned to be... i cannot explain. it is merely a feeling. but regardless. i intent to have good times and i wanna bring my acrylics up to maybe do some paintings.. it would be fun
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ummmmmmmmmm tomorrow is bonnie and jessies wedding. yay i get to dress fancy. hehe. umm man i couldn;t imagine getting maried now... epp scary . anyways should be some good time.
went shopping today baught two pretty tops, one which i will wear to the weedding and the other just rocks and another terry pratchet book to read camping
umm no one is around on line really.. which is weird ish . little lisa is all alone.. oh well i will go to bed. big day tomorrow... dudud

drunken updates

sooooo. here is my day of... which tured out to be super
so i get up and like what i see. hahaha woot... umm then i getup .. play dress up and then go to the mall . unfortualty i don;t find anythignthat i wan to buy ... exceot ashe;s tha mab .. which is an awsome movie....

come home wait around a bit.. for mr cronically late... augh ... and then we wathc the sweet ass movie... some extras.. then i try an find an outfit.. for the weding ..

go the the bank and then for some grocery shopping.. aclcoholic of course... then dinner and off to hangout with josh.. which was awesome.. cuz i actually got him all to myself and we talked about random stuff liek we used to. haha . good times. i lov e his honestly. then laura phones me and is all like come to this party and then i did .. which worked out geat cuz josh had to go to soccer.

so i went to this party at sara;s house.. i love sara she is sooo cute and i could just listen to her talk for ever.. and omg megan KT andnicole where ther.. and i hung withthem.. and megan was drinking. i am sooo going to get here drunk at a cocjtaikl party...it will be sweet... '

it was a very relaxed party then morgah gave me a ride home and now i am up datin with horrib;e spelling ... great times.

tha tis all time for bed.. the almost perfect way to end my day off.... hehehe wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
] thats all i got..
love to all
~:lisa~

sooo today sucked ass

but who's keeping track. i guess technically the first part was ok.. i did some sleeping in and hung around a bit. but then work .... oh and right before heading off to work i remember that someone had egged my car so i got o clean that off my winsheild and tomorrowi wil get to clean the rest of my car becuase some kind person thought i needed an incentive. FUCKER

anyways then i get to work and find i get to be on cash for two house the someone fucked up the shedualing.. then beth was all freaking out cuz she couldn;t finish the planner on time then i had to and then i had to cover two people's breaks and take loads of garbage and carboard out.. and i was pretty much just unpleasantly stressed
it's like eveyone at work gets me to do everythign because i am compitent. and then i get grief when i don;t take extra responsibilty. it;s not that they are really getting annoyed at me.. but joking is still frusterating... like when i stay late... but finish what i am doing and want to go partrick with be like all augh.. blah blah .. your leaving an hour early... even when i have already stayed like 2 past my shedualed time... whatever.. i am soo looking forward to school then i cna have a break...

in other news i have taken a liking to the shell gasstation sluchies.... they are cheaper and better thasn 7-11's...

i guess that is all.. waht omg.... tomorrow i have a day off....*dances*... that is all.

p.s kylan is thunder cat crazy....but i wil forgive him hehehe

Waitin waitin waiting for a phone call

i hate waiting... especially when it;s already late
SO Update.... friday got of work a bit early and decided i wanted to try my new book out.. so i went and baught some blue curaco and some peach shnapps and i had myself an impromtu cocktail party. had jordan and matt over, who kindyl braught soem hamburgers. awesoem. then laura showed up with ashmo mel and graham... it was goo tiems had by all except when i did somethign really dumb and embaressing.... so pretty much i ran full on into the sliding glass door... i thought it was open my dad ahad closed it... you can still see my face... augh

Next day was firework.. 9 am call. very hot sunny day .. on the water... i'm surprised i;m not more burnt however,.. my lips are crispy.. and that is the worse.. becuase i look really dumb and i can;t open my mouth.. augh.. that and my neck is pretty red. other than that it went well. 1more show and i can get my level one license.

umm yesterday , augh , work.. it was painful. cuz of my burn and gross lips.. but i did manage to move a whole skid of petigree stuff. i was very proud of me. then later kylan came over adn we chilled and rented " she's the man" .. cuz i think it is awsoem . definatly going to buy it as soon as i see it for a good price.. and then watch it.... twice ....

sp today was super early getting up.. and i had 485 price changes... ugly..needles to day i did not finish them. came home went to bed. got up took movie back , returned crappy head lamp form shitty walmart. changedmy fishdude;s water..
and am currently waiting.... running out of time... waiting....
*sigh*


i hate waiting

I'll probably end up dead

. That is.. if i don;t change how i do things.. cuz pretty much if i keep doing what i am doing i am going to die of malnutrition and exaustion. 2 low points in the past two days that i could not deny how unhealthaly i live . tuesday for the day i ate, 3 mini bags of chips, 2 choclae bars and 2 cans of pop.. oh and a footlong sub.... which contained chicken, cheese and sause... that night i went to bed at like 10 30 ... next day wake up at 9 ... and around 2ish, i am exaused... i took a nap. no doubt that my exaustion from working lots if amplified by my lack of decent meals...
sooo today... i make myself apples and carrots for work.. yay me... i just hope that i can keep things up.. cuz thats always what i tend to do, start something and then go back to my old habits.

In other news my fish loves me... he is making a bubble nest which means that he is happy.. yay..
once i have reached me monetary goal.. the next few 100 will be spent on my tattoo. it;s my end of summer good job gift to myself... i think i am wearing my dad down... he doesnt; much like the idea of it... neither of my rents do... but whatever.

i;'ve realized why it is easier for me to save money when i work... becuase i have no time to spend it. at least not lots of it. i deposited my pst check over a week ago and i haven;t even touhched it.*shrug* i guess it's nto a bad thing , but :( .. ilike spending money .. hahaha h

umm fireworks comming up this weekend. sat night. woot... 9 oclock call.. woot for like 14 hour call ..yay .. but seriouslyt it;s fun..
umm we hired more people at work.. wich will be good cuz we lost like 4.... 2 cashieres 2 core people.. augh. maybe i will get afew less housrs.. i wouldn;t mind that.. but with the lots of hours i've been doing i'm looking at a 650$ pay check tomrorow. i think my hours are maxed for two the past two weeks

ahaha not that eveyone who reads this will find it particualyially interesting but hey whatever.. there isn;t alot happening in my life

hmm tuesday i went to visit barb and brianna it was fun.. haha


6 weeks and 5 days left of summer... i think soon i will start to design and create... the piniada..
is everyone getting excited i am

little red

so let me tell you about my weekend...

friday night worked till close. then went to lauras and had an awesome times at her party. i got to see soo mant people that a graduated with . hun out with reston stole some of his beer haha we reminisced about wookworking in grade 8. good times had by all. walks to spencers and slept there. had to get up earlyish to go to the market..
it was crzy bust and only karol( spelling?) and i where there... sopo many people... but we did alright... everything was going smooth until the cinnmon buns took revenge...

i burned myself on the pan.. aught... one really bad 3rd degree burn...on my arm... folloded by a burn line across my check adn arm and another bit on my arm.. don;t ask me how i did it i am just very talented... aught... hurt lots

then i went to go see kylan who is all post mouth sugery... watched some thunder cats. right one then came to my house ... and i went to my store and baught a fish... it;s name is little red... after me... cuz matt from work named me red... the hair.. ther are two lisa;s so he had to tell me apart soem how

played dnd which i did not want to play.. finished that game... now i am takeing a break
had to ge tup and go to work today ... like almost always i stayed a while longer to do whatever. and have been hangin out with spencer..

this week commin gup is uber busy.work every day...
and then there are fireworks on satyurday for bath tub weekend... woot.. come if you can.
then work the next day .. hahah ...
at least it is pay day this week should be at 3000$... one more to go.


NOTE FOR ANYONE WHO DID NOT READ- september 15th is the "new", july 29th.. just remember that

augh my borthers girlfriend stole that shower when i wanted to have a bath .. bet you there is no hot water after... augh...

i love lamp

i had the nicest suprise today at work. someone who i hadn;t seen in a long time showed up and we where happy to see each other. It;s nice to know you still care enough to come and see me. best part of my day knowing that you don;t hate me.

becuase everyone eles is doing it

1. My ex: doesn't understand me
2. I am listening to: the dryer
3. Maybe I should: be a stronger person
4. I love: to paint
5. My bestfriend(s) is/are: spencer
6. I don't understand: how people can be such bastards to people they don;t know
7. Ive lost: my way, my mind, a little part of me
8. People say: more than they need too
9. The meaning of my screen name:" I can't escape this hell, so many times ive tried, but i'm still caged inside. somebody get me through this nightmare i can;t control my self" the way my life feels, traped because of what i do and how i act
10. Love is: a blessing and a curse
11. Somewhere, someone is: thinking of me
12. I will always try to be: a friend to those in need
13. Forever seems: inconsequential
14. I never want to: hurt the ones i love
15. My cell phone: is red, which i like
16. When I wake up in the morning, I: forget how/why i felt when i fell asleep
17. I get annoyed: when people try to control me
18. Parties are: sweet when there are lots of friends
19. My Dog(s) is: actaully a cat
20. Kisses are the best when: you can't help yourself
21. Today I might: pick some cherries for tracy
23. Tomorrow I will: stop by laura's *dances*
24. I really want: not to worry about so much any more, just to be happy and go with the flow as such
25. I am: tired, but i'll keep on going

SOOOO IN OTHER NEWS
yesterday i spent the day in tofino , with matt from work... guess what we did... WENT SURFING* breaks into song* " surfng in tofino" it was super awseom and fun. we left tuesday night after i wasdone work, spend the night at allisons( matt's firend) who is so nice. then we got up and went surfing for afew hours.... and also went on so many little hikes... one on radar hill was so long and very climby.. but i succesfully did it in flip flops. we went to some bog and wick aginnish....*cough*.... beach... saw soemsand dunes that was really neat. am so glad that we went. it was kinda random too . like thursady of last week we were liek we are going to tofino .. and then we did. i never do crazy stuff like that... especially since i have never hung out with matt. eee... go times had by all

oh and we went to this kewl store and i spend like 40$ on glass beads and a glass pendant and this other pendant..... i can;t help it i love jewlery.

it seems like i have not time to do anythign... andthign producticve that is.working like 5 1/2 days a week, lots of time sin the middle of the day. i am kind worried about all the stuff i have to do. my next day of*cough * auhg which is next wednesday

anyways thats all i got for now. i am tired of writting . i'm so glad i only work 6. 5 hours today, i'm to tired to do any more

waiting for work.. and ravioli

tihs about sums up the lather half of my day. this moring was the market then after i went into work to talk to tracy about the misteak on my pay check.. they said i had only worked 44 hours is two weeks which is way not true.. anyways. i got and in shari is there and informs me that 2 people( cashiers i might add) have not showed up for work today. so she is working 10 hours and traing sean to take for the rest of time the store is open.... i being a kind human being say that i will come in for the last few hours so . sean being anebie doedsn;t have t be on till. now you might be thinking. yea i guess you are cool for comming in when you don;t work lisa....
ah but let me tell you of ealier this week. 1. tuesday megan ask me to take her shift the next day so she can go on her vacation early... after some desicion i say fine... so i worked an extra 8 hour shift this week.... plus.... yesterday the same disaster befel the petsmart staff and . 2 people... 2 different ppeople.. did not show up for work. leaving me to work a 10 and a half hour shift.
at the end of the night there where 3 empoyees in teh whole store.. and it was pretty busy.
life hates me. needless to day i am tired

so i know that no one really needs to hear my annoying/ sad story. but i needed soemthign to do. i'm kind of out of short right now... very tired ext. the rest of the week was filled with some intersting moment, however i do not feel those need to be repeatedin any sense.

augh... blah... i just don;t know.

Fancy that i'm doing laundry again...

it;s almost like there is a pattern... but ther isn;t .. SO forget it
umm so the upatey in lisa's life... where did i leave off... oh well lets start at friday thats what i rember back to
so i worked 3-10 .. and thennnnnnn! i went out the bar with nathan and laura... jenn went but wasn;t really there.. so laura and i where chillen adn my cousin dawn shows up and it was fun fun fun. we hung out with this group of boys. they baught us drinks. one of then was 6'8 .. he was very tall.. he wanted me hahaha....... anyways dawn me and jordan thats the tall guy) all got hang cuffed together... becuase we where at the gay bar and ther are hand cuffs, and a pole and a cage which we took full advantage of. anywyas .. partyied till the bar closed. then nathan drive us home haha on the way we got stopped by 2 cops it was good times. we also stopped st timmys and i had the best bagle of mylife... it was so good
the next day.. was canada day .. woot i woke up feelinh pretty ok jeff came and we drove top down to campbelle river.. it was such a nice day. worked 13 hours setting up/cleaning up after the fireworks. the show was really great though. looked awesome. then drove home. jeff drove 1/2 the way beause i would have soon killded us... but anyways i get to do another show in nanaimo on the 22th of this month... thats bathtub weekend people right on right on
the next day i slep till one... work called i said i could not work... went to the store with spencer and we baught breakfast food
we then proceeded to cook the food.. shortly after i took a 3 hour nap
getting me ready for the Dnd that was already happening .. the rest is a blur... ohhh yea... i seem to recall, being upset and then being comforted until i forced myself to leave beause of work in themorning

so i worked the next day.. then went and vistied kylan.baught some candy watched soem kevin smith movies.. today .. work... tomorrow work , then work, and some more work...

saturday will be ther market in the morning, then possibly games of the board or lawn persuations...?
soooo if you read this and thing you might like to partake please inform me.

... punch and pie