" we are creatures of the underworld , we can't afford to love"

so today was a pretty good day i slept in , went out to see a movie.. children of men.. man that was intense. sad at some parts and kinda sticks with you. still good though. then went out for coffee and then sent spencer on his way to work. *sad face* i then came home and had a sweet dinner and watched movies with my dad.. yea thats right. we watched moulon rouge and the italian job. haahaha the funny thing is( well i think it;s funny) is my dad put on moulin rouge then i wanted to watch the itallian job...
i remember when i first went to go and see moulin rouge. it thought it was so amazing, like just the way it was filmed with the camera angles and stuff. and i loved the songs. what can i say i;m a sucker for musicals. anyways i thought i was so beautiful. i decided that i was a a bohemina revolituonary becuase i belive in truth beauty and above all things love!
" love is like oxygen , love lifts us up all you need is love"
hahah of course this was in grade 9 before i had actaully been in love and had my heart broken for the first time. *shrug* aaaa what wisdom comes with life experience.

i was walking today. and i had a thought. suddenly i fell to my knees in pain... no jk
i was thinking that normaly when you change( like we are always changing like little things about our personalities and stuff, ) yoyu don;t notice it. it;s so gradual that it;s like " OH wow...."
but today i just felt like a part of me was differnt. not bad different in anyway. i can't exaclty descrive it, but i think i might like it. i just wonder if it;s like a thing that is ust for now or somethign that will stick around. anyways

here are some wise words given to me from chocolate.
"let us enjoy our love, as long as we may"
" treat your friends as you would your paintings and show them in their best light"

i dunno exactly what the second one means but i like it becuase it talks about my paintings*wink* haahah and the first wel thats just chaulk full of relivancy.

and now i shall leave you with some more wisdom and mushyness from the moulin rouge...
because it;s beautiful...

" the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return"

" never knew i could feel like this , like i'd never seen the sky before, want to vanish inside your kiss, everyday i love you more and more, seasons may change, winter to spring, buti love you till the end of time"