emo post......: P

i am soo tired. i dunno why. today started out great, like driving to school i was in the best mood in the world, when i got to school i fluke dout and got a spot at the top. after stage craft thought things just kinda went down hill. rushing around to get things done, going to a long pointless art class. i got to learn how to use a ban saw... never used one of those before..ha. kaitlyn and i made some props but we where both like dead. so now i am home maybe i will read or something.

>>> this is a drawing i did last year in english. i like it. i kinda wish there was a bigger person than me that could just pick me up and carry me in there hands.. like. i dunno if that makes sence but for me , in my exaused state the thought of not haveing to walk around and stuff is pretty sweet. anyways i was just looking through my art and decided to share it.

i cannot wait for this week to be over. i will have no more dumb rehearsals , or plays like that to worry about. however i do have media stuff and art that i will have to do. augh.
i just want to relax, i want to have fun. so many things just agrivate me. augh fuck i want my glasses. driving me nuts.*sigh* i am unsure as to what i should be doing, how i should act sometimes. there are things about life that are funny. i hope that you understand me a little better now that you have been where i am been. or maybe not. i wonder sometimes if my life is all in my head...

i better go lie down now, before i hurt my self with philosophy.
much love
~lisa~