Sunday, January 21, 2007

this is my new post

today
hmm weird, for some reason there is a line under my typing, i don't knwo hoe to fix it omg. anyways. today . worked. not that hard though. i was kinda bored for parts but o well. it is over now. came home and had a nice bath*nods* yea all right. i have nothing really super duper to say.

yesterday i went to the film festival at the school. there where some pretty sweet ones. i wish i had awesoem ideas like that. o well . came home earlyish and went to bed cuz i had an ugle head ache.
i've been thinking alot about things that i wanna do, for a while now.like for next year and stuff. like i used to have a plan, but then the world changed a little and now it looks like there is something better. well maybe not better but differnt that i think is best for me.*shrug*... ok bare with me... i have this intuition( belive it or not) that i know when things are right for me. it doesn;t work for everything.. like it;s more like i know if i am ready for something. normally if i get this its like, whatever it is becomes so clear as to what i should do. and in my head it's " this is what i am going to do" there are no doubts, i just know. anyways. we will see what my rents think. and really it;s not that big of a change it;s just what i want/feel i need.
i dunno if some of you will be excited or dissapointed in what i am doing or really if you care at all. but i'm putting it out there.. without putting it out there i guess... i gotta have some surprises.

oh yea. soooo also my parents aregoing away from feb 23- mar 10th. away for my b-day on the 3rd.. they better bring me back soemthign *shakes fist* no jkjk.. like i need anything. but mayhaps we can have that girls night or a mini/ casual cocktail party, cuz i don;t want my house wrecked and don;t wanna have a big party with many drunks, however i love cocktails and it would be silly for me to drink alone. ahaha right right..
just putting that out there too


yar

3 comments:

Martha said...

a small gathering is always better anyways

i know what you mean about the intuition thing.. i mean i get it sorta cause i have kinda the same deal, but its different... ahhh hard to explain

*touches nose and points* same brainwave.

Ky said...

follow your heart. and let your head worry about the details. i have faith that you will end up where you need to be and happy.

i am up for a small gathering of people. you should make it a formal cocktail party...with like a dress code..lol....and dont forget the umbrellas, mini swords, and other little awesome things! we could make mini appies!

The Voodoo Doll said...

Sounds like fun! If you want any help getting it ready (if it happens), let me know and I would be more then happy to do so.