You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..

so, thanks to miss tasia, i am currently enjoy motion city sound track. it is good and stuff. not only is it helping me not work on my essay but .. well thats all i got.. it sounds good and junk. hehe
i have taken some notes for my essay .. and it;s not due for a while so i'm doing good. haha

and now a few words...
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I'm addicted to words and they're useless...

Let's get fucked up and die.
For the last time with feeling
we'll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That still shock and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.


i always like reading lyrics when i listen to songs. it makes me like them more.. i guess cuz i know what it really says. anyways. HOLLy. he he it is 7 and the sun it still up. that makes me happy. summer will be here before we know it and i will be warm.. mmm warm. i really don;t know what i am going to do with all my time.. it's been a long time since i had a summer " to my self " so to speak. unless i get other gigs and stuff i will have the majority of the day off.. and i will probably wake up fairly early.. i am excited , perhaps i will do fun useful things. like go for walks and read stuff that i have been meaning to. one ish more week of school left... i cannot wait for it to be over. gah... i want my hand to get better it looks creepy and old by the light of my computer. anyways.... i supose i will write some more notes.. or do something else.... ahaha
i don;t really have a lot to say today.

I know I shouldn't waste my time,
Wishing I'd been better designed,
yet for some reason still think