i had a dream that i was happy, then i woke up and it was a lie. i lay in bed thinking about the things that need to be done, the motions i have to go through today, the rest of this week, for months. i have things to think about, be excited about but really i know myself better. i know the sickness that ails me, it's cure cannot be bought.
i have decided that i don't really like going out, i have had many bad experiences doing so. Last night at the dinner for the teachers i had an alright time. tired to make myself feel better by dressing pretty. didn't really work. it was nice to treat the teachers though, it seems they really enjoyed it. the tiny beers i had where nice too.
goals for now...
save money to pay people back..
finish assignments and school junk.
h-core body / be healthy
find something that makes me happy
clean room
wish i could go back to bed...
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