i am tired. you all know how i am feeling so i won't really bother to mention it. i'm starting to feel like a broken record and i hate it.
i have to admit i think i look absolutely stunning right now. i just got off work. my hair was in braids and now my hair is all kinky and a little tossled. my make-up has mostly worn off, but you can still kinda get the sense of it. i am wearing my baggy grey pj pants that have paint on them ( everything i own has paint on it ) and my greenish tank top. when i look in the mirror, if i didn't know it already i could tell that i am tired. but still i think i look beautiful. i am almost disappointed whenever i get to looking this way because it is never a look you can re create. it just happens. and normally no one gets to see it. i like the way my hair is growing out , it looks good down .

i am getting so close to finishing my application. i am doing well, mm alright with keeping up with tasks i have to do. the set is nearly constructed which means i will have lots of work to paint and decorate it. no really looking forward to it. but then again i'm not really looking forward to anything. except summer maybe hmm and loosing my chubby tummy. and i guess school to be over... so i guess ther are things...but nothing really to get excited over.