Grr

i'm tired of people being on my case about not eating lots of different things... I FUCKING EAT VEGETABLES. i eat them quite a bit in fact. so what they arn;t peppers or onions or turnips or whatever. i've tried those things i don;t like them. i'm not going to force myself to eat something when i know i don;t like it.. not when i can eat what i like. I've tried a lot of things other people have no. Sorry i don;t like them .. sorry i was raised eating the food that i do .

i'm tired of hearing about the STUPID FUCKING PRODUCTION TABLE. yea i volunteered to do it because no one else would. any yea i had lots of time, but i also had lots to do. it;s not like i was sitting around doing fuck all. i did try to do something about it two .. i tried three times to get on it. those didn;t really work out. fixing things like that is not what i am good at... and you know what it;s not like people offered up any help. and so again this year i got stuck with it... but that doesn;t mean i have any more fucking time. and now the job has passed on. good i don;t want it. did it get fixed right away. No. so spencer starts shooting his mouth off saying he could do it no problem.. well go at er get you team together and fix it . not like you could have helped earlier on . i just want it done so i can stop hearing about it. so people will stop throwing my failure in my face because i am fucking sick of it .

i get so angry with the way people treat me sometimes cuz i fucking deserve better. i work hard. i'm a good person. i treat people like they deserve. i fucking deserve better.
this is only a few people. i'm just glad a i see how they treat me, so i can spend my time with the people who will treat me better