why are somedays just ment to turn bad. i work up this morning to fucking workers banging at my wall. i moved to the living room to sleep some more. then when i get up i clean up, exercise, eat, shower, decide to wear something nice because i feel good about today. as soon as i walk into the green room i get ridiculed for not showing up to the meetings today. i guess because i always show up means that is it is a special occasion to bug me for missing it. i thought i would take a little extra time for myself so sue me. fine whatever. then as soon as i see jill it's more getting made fun of. didn;t i have enough of that last night... constantly.. fine whatever ha ha .. its a big joke. i haven;t even done anything. so why is it being thrown in my face so much, and even provoked... a joke is a joke. but making an uncomfortable situation for me into more of one is not funny. i can take a joke , i can take being bugged about something that i have done or messed up on every now and then. what i cant take is constantly being made fun of for something cannot control. sure you say . maybe i could have controlled it by saying no. sorry i don;t like coming off as a bitch for no reason. i didn't think it was that big of a deal. apparently i;m wrong. if you feel the need to make fun of me for this go a head and do it behind my back or something because at least then i won;t have to listen to it.. but don't expect me to put up with it to my face, because it got real old real fast. and i will either get angry, and none of you want to see me actually angry, or i wont bother being around to hear it. jill you know what it;s like to be constantly bugged about something. it makes feel like junk, and get you all frusterated. and what did i really do to deserve it? i think that is fare. you guys have had your fun. and yea go ahead make a joke every now and then about it.. but i don;t wanna hear it all the time. i won;t put up with it.
so now i am in a pissy mood. i come home check the mail. h i have a letter i have to pick up. it was delivered yesterday it says i can pick it up.. oh wait it;s not fucking where it should be... wasted trip. stupid fucking canada post so now i am nice and pissed off. horay for work in two hours. today sucks
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Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad,
Other things just make you swear and curse,
When you're chewing life's gristle,
Don't grumble,
Give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
And...
Always look on the bright side of life.
who gives a shit as long as your comfortable with yourself then nobody else matters...and if people make you feel like that then say it to their face....chances are they won't be expecting it...just dont get angry...take it from somebody who's been there :)
it's hard not to get angry when it's your closest friends who you feel aren't treating you the way you should be treated.
It's all in jest dude, no worries. I'll tone it down and shut up. I am not trying to hurt you or piss you off, so for that, I'm sorry.
Seriously though, If you dont want to be made fun of ,or will be irritated, then don't make fun of anyone else period.If you put yourself out there and dish it, then you had best be prepared to take some as well. Love ya' hun, just you gotta pick your battles, and you are definately not the only person who has this problem.
i have no problem being made fun of when i have done something to deserve it. anyways, i hate that this is a post someone felt they had to be anonymous on. it makes me feel worse about getting upset about being made fun of... for something.. i don;t think i deserver to be made fun of for. i thought i picked a battle? this one? not that i want to fight. i have let a lot of things slide in the past, i let a lot go. since i don't plan on makeing a big production of this i'm going to say nothing more about it... an i hope none else does either.
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