what to do what to do

i am trapped in a moral delema. i have a huge print making project that is due on monday. my original intention was to get as much done today and tomorrow, and hopefully it will be finished. but i just can't bring myself to get up and go do it. i just don't want to . what i want is to take this day for myself. steal it away from the rest of the world and claim it as my own. this week so far has been alot of work. what with painting the set and work. *sigh* i was quite frusterated at how few people showed up to help paint. especially those who said they would help. i cannot express how annoying it was on wednesday hearing everyone singing and playing the guitar are doing nothing, while i was alone painting the set. many came to watch at the top of the stairs, but few helped.
*sigh* whatever

today i will be on day 3 of 5 for work. it is going just fine, last night rocked for tips. but working 5 nights in a row is tiresome. i hope that i will not continue to work so much, hopefully when kat gets back it will go back to normal, but unfortunatly we are down a server. one of the girls quit. she was pretty snotty, so w/e . but again i will put out there if any of you girls is lookin for a serving job it wouldn't be a bad idea to apply.

but anyways.yesterday i was exaustedi fell asleep on the couch in the lobby and had this weird dream that i had switched to the other couch and was trying to sleep wile annoying people where sitting to close to me. and i wanted to punch them. and then i was walking around the lobby and into the theatre. but then i realized that i was only imagining my self doing that and was actually still on the couch( the big one) but when i woke up i was still on the little couch i had fallen asleep on. it was strange cuz i actually thought i was on the other couch . haha . anyways.

having the day for me is looking more and more appealing. eep i have to find my brother a birthday present. hmmm it is a big project, but it's not like i won't do it. hm hmm things that make you go hm. i actually think that i have already decided. i just feel a little bad about it.
"i'm taking it back"
i deserve this.

in other news ross has asked me to design his spring show, to which i said yes to. i am kinda nervouse. but apparently ross asked mike and tim if it would be a good idea and they seemed to agree. so prehaps i have more ability that i think. it will be good for me. as it is i am kinda nervouse if i really know enough , and have to ability to create a set design or paint a set on my own. like i have kinda done it but. i never know if it is good enough. i supose i just don't feel ready. experience is all i need.

over all it has been a good week. yes it's been tiring and iritating at times, but meh.

tomorrow seems so far away.
i cannot wait.
~lisa~
man i need to go shopping. there is like no food in my house