cuz we are all wasting away...

work t minus two hours. only one more shift before i get like a week off. a well deserved week off.
" screaming feed me, fill me up again" tired today and kinda grumpy. just woke up that way. not really looking forward to the next 3 days. they are going to be a lot of work. more people said they would help out. i hope it is true. i need to figure out something for the bar, like weather we are doing pre order drinks or not. i guess if i think of good system... we will see

..i'm dying my hair... but only part of it.. i wonder waht it will look like..
shower time...

i want life to go back to normal. i'm tired of not eating properly. it seems like i haven't been living anywhere, like i can't remember where i went to bed. i know that it must be here or spencers but i cannot recall specifically spending nights at either. i supose the repetative nights of work blend time together .. one more night to go . i wish i was included in your plans. i hope i will be comming up. it's like your walking and i'm trying to catch up to you. and i have to keep calling for you to wait up.
i want a new dress. i want to be compleatly gorgeouse at opening. is that a funny thing to want. to have people look at you? admire your beauty? i supose i am just vain. it's wonderful if not necessary and think yourself beautiful, but it's also amazing to have everyone else think it to. i want to be the starlight in the room.
are we doing anything on wednesday???? because if not, i think that after preview we should get together an watch a Halloween movie. i mean it will be wednesday which is movie night. and if spencer doesn;t want people over we could probably come here. i dunno. i just think it would be fun.

i'm excited to see a full run of the show. with costumes and stuff. i think it will be good.

i guess thats all i got