Friday, May 23, 2008

You say the world has come between us, our lives have come between us, still iknow you just don't care

so i did it again. i had some crazy dream where my character in the dream( this time i think it was me) ended up breaking down into tears. i wonder what it means because i really don't feel that upset about anything. in this dream a bunch of us where going on this adventure trip thing... and we had stopped at this big busy store to buy some stuff. this older lady and i where looking at this aqua pastic or something and we where wondering how it worked so i went to customer service where a very useless employee very slowly showed me what i knew and didn't tell me what i didnt,she in the process of showing me she she ruined the product i was thinking of buying. so i ran back to get a new one. i was in a hurry to get back to the group and the store was really crowed and i was dodging around people , i think i then ran outside to check to see where everyone was. they where all waiting for me.. so i ran back in jumped over some bar things the like a police man stopped me and asked me to step outside. it was at this point that i was so frustrated that i collapsed into tears. i was escorted outside by the police officer to a picknic table around the back of the store where he asked me why i was in such a hurry.. and told me that apparely i has poked some lady with a bag i was carrying... ( totally didn;t have a bag but whatever) then that was it. the police officer asked if i had any beer, i said had some in my trunk if he wanted.( the police officer was sitting across the table from me and i think at this point someone was sitting next to me)
then everyone else drove around back to where i was, someone drove my car around for me. and that was basically the end. the was alot more before but i just thought i would share that part.

strange eh. i have always wished that i could determine what dreams mean. i pertty much always dream and very clearly recall what happened. there are many dreams from years ago that i still remember pivotal parts of. o well i will probably never know.

as for today it looks like a waste of garbage, very shortly i will be heading down to the kids fest office to hand in my reciepts for finally get paid back for what i baught. and then guess what i get to go back down there.. probably later today to actually pick up the cheque.. then i get to work at 6, how fucking lame is that like who came up with that system. the annoying part is i'm going to fucking put up with it because i want my 530$ back. a.s.a.p
i guess i will find something to do at home . augh.. they are showing people around my house again today and tomorrow. that is annoying.. means i have to put pants on...

2 comments:

déjà~raine said...

someone else was driving your car around for you? dream interpretations that i know say that driving symbolizes control in your life, so if you are having difficulty driving or you aren't driving your own car, it's saying you don't feel that you have control over your own life.

Queen of Hearts said...

i wasn;t trying to drive it.. someone drove the car too me because everyone was coming to meet me.*Shrug*