Saturday, May 03, 2008

were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl..

i had something insightful and poetic and possibly life changing to write however i seem to have forgotten. i was thinking about it as i washed chairs because i had nothing else to do.
hmmm i think it had something to do with life and how we see it. like how sometimes we think we know exactly what is going on with our lives. we think we are in control. obviously life had ups and downs right, and then other times we realize that we know absolutely nothing, and knowing that is more knowledge than "knowing exactly what is going on " does that make sense to anyone?
i am very tired. today at work was excruciating after about an hour my body just started to hurt and all i wanted to do was collapse and not move. that is still what i want to do. i am in a low spot right now, working this past week has slowly stolen my soul. the weather doesn't help, nor does pointless waste of time meetings that i have to go to. at times like these i wish i had a room mate. not even really to talk to, just so i know someone is there. i like to have people near me, it's comforting.
i really need to go to sleep so i can wake up and forget about right now. i hope the weather improves. sometimes you just need a little sunshine to brighten your day.
" you are my sun shine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey...."

anyways bed time for lisa, you know she needs her sleep when she starts singing.

2 comments:

déjà~raine said...

and then other times we realize that we know absolutely nothing, and knowing that is more knowledge than "knowing exactly what is going on " does that make sense to anyone?

absolutely. "the wise man admits he knows nothing. the foolish man thinks he knows it all." (not a direct quote, but i'm sure i've seen the gist of that somewhere.)

Let Go said...

I think it makes sense to a point, but I refuse to believe that I know nothing haha. I mean, being aware that life could change at any moment and that we can never truly know what we think we know is something, for sure. But I also think that people can and should know what's going on in their lives to a point. Otherwise, like I've said recently, it's as if we have no control over our lives, and I don't believe that's true.