i don't understand why some days are so different from others. yesterday i was fine i was happy. but today is horrible. i don't know what happened. how and why did that good feeling just fade away. why can't i just remember it? remember that it's there. or is it really there in the first place. all i know is its gone. and with that my motivation.. i have done nothing today, which is pathetic. i just sat around all day feeling fucking sad and sorry for myself. my stupid, lazy, lonely self. it's fucking pathetic.
thats the worst part of this. these random days of sad.
one of my friends ben made a cd. it's pretty neat/good. you should check it out, go to my facebook group" bens imaginary band" you can Dl it.
thats all, there isn't anything else to say. this is one of bens songs
Do you have to pretend I don't exist?
does it make you happy when I'm not around
am I at the very end of your list
why do you make me feel so put down
maybe now I'll disappear
Doesn't make sense I know
but you make me feel better when I'm feeling low
silence isn't as sweet
but I love every moment whenever we meet
There is nothing I want more than to see you smile
have you ever considered - the fault is all mine
never anything to you and all the while
I know I'll just disappear
Doesn't make sense I know
but you make me feel better when I'm feeling low
silence isn't as sweet
but I love every moment whenever we meet
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I so get those days... I hate them! What makes us wake up to a horrible day? It's so arbitrary and sucky!
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