because i have the time to do it,

- Accidents:

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? nope
02. Do you have a lot of scars? yes i do
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? only kinda but not really, i've always wanted to get into one though
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? not physically i don;t hink
05. Have you ever had stitches? omg i've had so many

B - Beauty:
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? umm yea
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? sometimes , but less than i used to be
08. Do you put on a lot of make-up? no normally just some eye makeup
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? no, well maybe if i was burned by acid
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? how they see the world and live in/ react to it.

C - Consequences:
11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for? i've not been ground. well there was a time when i wasn;t alowed to go over to spencer's for one week, but i could still go out andhe could still come over. thats the closest
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? now? i would probably have an abortion. don;t want to end my free life yet. that might be different in 5-10 years
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? yes i do, ifact i used to do that far to much but i am getting better
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? i dunno
15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end? Ha oh i know exactly what it is, but i shall not say it. it would not be kind

D - Dealing:
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? don't even bothere with them or possibly confront them.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong: when i lost the person i love. i dunno how well i did it
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? i can remember my dad yelling once in my entire life... and that was whenhe and my mom where redoing thekitchen
19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? just be me i guess
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? yea, my granny. i miss her

E - Experience:
21. Have you ever had a job? yup yup lots
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? i guess i would say i am pretty experienced
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? ummm there have been afew tough times, but in the grand scheme of things there could be far worse
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? ummm yes, but i would rather live with kaitlyn
25. How old do you act? probably my age, sometimes a bit more sometimes less

F - Family:
26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? my cousin the crack whore
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? well i don;t have that many close friends and i love my family .... buti have decied taht my friends are my family so i can choose family
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? no
29. Do you have any siblings? yea kenny. he;s pretty kewl in s nerdy sort of way
30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members? very rarely , which is kinda sad...

G - Growing:
31. How tall are you? 5'4".ish
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? no
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? probably a bit mature ? i dunno it;s hard to say about yourself
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?no
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? what are you talikng about i know everythign.....

H - Hope:
36. Love - real or not? so real *warm fuzzies* oh shaun connery te hehe
37. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? kidan both .. it depends
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? i kinda think that it is 1/2 and 1/2... that there must be some big things that are meant to be, but some other things depend on your actions
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? yea in some way
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? my love and friends

I - Issues:
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? actaully i could probably vomit happiness atm
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? not that i know
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? things are good
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? umm no
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?not so much

J - Jokes:
46. Are you usually the one making people laugh, or the other way around? umm i think i make people laugh more now than i used to , and i laugh lots
47. Do you cry when you laugh hard? no... but i breath less
49. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? nope

K - Knowledge:
50. The purpose of school:umm to learn.. stuff
51. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? sometimes i am pretty smart but sometimes i am very dumb
52. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark)? 98% reahearsal/performance).
53. What was your last average? je ne sais pas
54. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? science, sociology

L - Love:
55. Are you currently in love? *nods sheepishly*
56. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? yes,, yay love
57. Is love worth it? ummm sometimes it is...but not all the time.
58. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few weeks? it just makes me shake my head
59. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? when i mean it i will say it without thinking that maybe i shouldn;t.

M - Money:
60. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? unfortunatly yes for the most part
61. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? i'd say we're doing pretty good
62. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? i'm always saving for life
63. Would you rather win millions of dollars and be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry and start a family with? so if i win millions i can;t find my perfect person.??? fuck money.
64. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 4, it;s not important. like i can do without it, but i like it

N - Naughty:
65. Are you a virgin? no
66. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with? i don;t do more than like making out with people i'm not kinda seeing
67. Do you know anybody you consider a slut? probably
68. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? i would defiantly erase things
69. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? probaly nice

O - Openness:
70. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? a while
71. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? i just need to know them, and i will decied if they can be trusted
72. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? no
73. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? i dunno,
74. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them?i don't tell my rents alot, my close friends i can tell lots

P - Positive:
75. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positivetly? yeas
76. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? yes
77. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? depends on the day
78. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? umm i dunno
79. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? ummmmm yes

Q - Questions:
80. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? i am bad at asking for help
81. Do you often question the world and how we came about? not really
82. Do you think the government is truthful? I doubt it.
83. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? i usually let it go ,, but there are definatly times when i shouldn;t
84. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? i dunno ther are lots of things.. my brain does not work so much

R - Respect:
85. How do you show respect? accepting what the person has to say even if i dissagree, act kinda buy gifts
86. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? break my trust, say that it will never happen again, and then do exactly the same thing compleatly forgetting that anythign ever happened before that moment.or act like you better than everyone or act like a jackass, it;s pretty hard to actaully loose my respect
87. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? Yes
88. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? i'm generally not, but if i am i will just feel guitly
89. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? i just stop bothering with them
S - School:
90. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? 15
91. When will you graduate high school? 2005
92. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? work
93. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? i like the courses , i hate the work sometimes
94. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? negative

T - Temptation:
95. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? yes
96. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? nope
97. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? no
98. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love?What did you end up doing? probably i've had like a crush or something but i would never act on something like that
99. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? i do give into temptatin, and alot of time i hate that about mne

U - Unique:
100. Would you rather blend in with the crowd or stand out? Stand out
101. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? no , although i do like to be encluded i do what i personally think about things
102. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? i wear what i like at the time
103. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? not really
104. What makes you different from people your age? sometimes i am boringinly responsible

V - Value:
105. What's the most expensive thing in your room? probably some of my granny's old jewlery
106. Would you sacrifice your life for other people? depends if they are worth it
107. What is something you value not because it costs a lot, but because it means a lot to you? my rock, i sleep with it
108. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the one thing you would want to save? my picure frame
109. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could happen? then the future? the past always affects things in the furture

W - Wishes:
110. If you had three wishes, what would they be? that i could erase you from my past, that i will have a at least semi successful life in theatre, that one day we will be standing on the beach in hawaii
111. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? Loved ones, because that in turn would make me happy
112. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? not really
113. Have you ever had a wish come true? yes
114. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen? there isnt anythign wrong with having somethign to hope for

X - Xanga: ummm

Y - You:
115. Are you more independent or social? both
116. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? people who flip out for no reason or are to ignorant to try and understand somethigng.
117. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?sure do
118. What kind of person would you be if you didn't have guidance from family members, God, teachers, etc.? i would be very very different
119. Do you think people are generally good? Yes

Z - Zest:
120. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? yes i am .
121. Are you more outgoing, ready for anything, or boring and shy? i am outgoing and boring
122. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? i just roll with it
123. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? depentds what the new things are and i love meeting new people
124. What is the most motivational thing in the world? love/passion. either for a person or a passion you have to achieve something


wow that took me two days to do.. sure i left it and came back but still two days