my day off... woot

ok ok .. so today is my day off. omgi know. it's been pretty good so far i've got to say. i remember at the beguinning of summer , beofre i got a job i just kinda did whatever.. now though i appriciate my free time.. i dunno anyways.
so that day started off with me taking spencer downtown so he could get his second tattoo. a polynesian(spelling?) band and a geco.. it looks very neat. but it was gonna take a while so i went and visited josh. which was awsome, i heard some good stories.
"my barnicle would tell great stories" hahaha you remember i think they are great and thats all that matters. haha but anyways then crazy kyle showed up and we was all chatten.

then i had to go and pick up spencer and we went and fell asleep cuz we where tired form geting up early. i love naps. haha youknwo when you are like a kid and you are like augh naps are for babies.. but then you get older and you are like omg these are sweet what have i been missing...

dropped spencer off for work that it turns out he didn;t have. i've just been chillen on the comp doing my reguar stuff.

i was hopping that james would be able to get away and we could hang out or w/e cuz he texted me wed to do soemthign but who knows. sometime i hope to go and see ben. i was hoping maybe today with james, but he already has many visitors tonight. next week hopefully

tomorrow... guess what is happening tomorrow.. i am getting my tattoo. at 4 at black and blue.. i am excited and i think that my rents have accepted it..
yesterday i told my mom that i was going to make an appointment and he was balah blah balah and he said that i didn;t love my dad any more beucase i was getting one.. he said it in like a not serious tone but kinda trying to make a sneaky point.. and i duno it really bugged me..

so here is my mini rant even though it does not compleatly pertain to me beucase i don;t really have alot of resistance against getting my tattoo.
i just don;t understand why people get so worked up over it. like why it is a big deal . like o the comment my mom made just go tme thinking. how does something like decorating my body effect my love for someone eles, or their love for me in return?
the way i see it , is that the tattoo i am getting is an extentsion of my self and my personalitly. like it means somethign to me, i drew it. it;s how i am expressing my personality. and i'm sure that lots of people with tattoos feel the same way . i just wanna show people who i am in another form. *shrug* i don;t even remember all the stuff i though i of about the subject.. but yea... what do you guys think? i know jordans had issues with people and his tattoo.. even though it is soo awsome.. i mean come on . it;s his family moto, that so kewl. anways yea


soo i decided i wanted to write down some of my favorite lyrics.. cuz i love lyrics.. but you don;t have to guess them, you can just enjoy their poetry.. however you are welcome to


1) nothing like this, felt in her kiss, cannot resist her, fell for her charm, lost in her arms, i keep a photograph. give me a glimpse, let me come in, be there inside her, here it beguins,here is the sin, somethign to lie about.

2) there's a trator here beneith my breast, and it hurts me more than you'd ever guess, if my heart could beat it would break my chest.

3) song of laughter shades of earth are ringing through my open ears, enciting and inviting me

4).. and you can't fight the tears that aint comming, or the moment of truth in your lies. when everything feels like the movies. yea you'd bleed just to know your live.

5) there's not much left to love, to tired today to hate

6) oh my beautiful lier, oh my presious whore. my disease my infection. i am so impure.

7)tonights tenants range from a lawyer and a virgin, she;s rising with her rosery tucked inside her lingere

8) there's evil in the air and thunder in the sky and killers on the blood streets. oh and down in the tunnel where the deadly arise, i know i swear i saw a young boy down in the gutter, he was starting to foam of the heat.

9) Desensitized to everything. What became of subtlety? How can this mean anything to me If I really don't feel anything at all?

10) follow me down to the valley below. the moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul.

11) don't open your eyes you won;t like what you see, the devils of truth steal the souls of the free. don't open your eyes take it from me. i've found you can find happiness in slavery

12)lets drink to the military, the glass is empty

13) would you cater to every fantasy i've got, would you hose my down with holy water if i get to hot.

14) i know there must me something wrong with me, out of all the hours thinking so how. i've lost my mind

15) she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by, hoping someone will see

16) The way you hold your knife, The way we danced till three, The way you changed my life, No they can't take that away from me

17) and thats what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head. it;s the way that he makes you feel, its the way that he kisses you, it;s the way that he makes you fall in love.

I guess thats all i got.. love these lyrics.. haha anyways ta ta for now. i'm going to go clean the pile of clothes that i call my room... of any by the way ..while i was writtign this i notices how awseome the cap of a 2-6 of campain morgans spiced rum looks .. it;s all metal and slogany.. i shall use it in art... one day ... just need to drink my lots of CM to get enough caps to make somethignout of ... hehe