or martha .. hehe.. yeah yeah i know i am not funny. if you tell me exactly what that is from i will give you a prize. fucking waiting i hate waiting. it drives me nuts when i have to wait for people.. but o well such is life... it kinda seems like we are always waiting for something. people, time to pass, things to get better mr right to come alone. i wonder if there will ever be a point in life when i have everything i could need and am not waiting for anything.
earlier today i felt energized. i wanted to go out , to experience to feel alive.. i wanted an adventure. i still do . everyone is however pre occupied.. either with being out of town or busy with work. so i came home and started packing up my shit. i got a done. though it doesn;t look like much .. i have pack pretty much all of my clothes and my other closet junk into boxes and culled out some clothes that i will probably never wear. some of which are in not to bad condition and make take whatever they please.mmm rum and coke rum and coke.
i was thinking today that it is kinda funny how many of us planned to go away for at least afew days around the same time... and i dunno about anyone else but i never knew of other peoples plans until they where coming us.. i just think it;s funny. it;s kinds nice to.
i wish i was more diligent in writting down my dreams. i did it for a while but have long since stopped. it would be interesting to know how my dreams have changed. i just notice things like i haven;t had dreams where i was flying , or there was someone chasing me, or i was fighting with someone. alll my recent kind of dreams have been like little stories. i where i am working through some plot as the main character. so now is when i really wish i had been more diligent writting shit down because i wonder if it coensides with my life and junk. anyways marhta is here YAYYYYY
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living instead of waiting is one of the keys to happiness. be in the present moment, instead of wasting the present by wanting what is in the future.
(tasia's tip of the day!)
also, dreams ALWAYS coincide with your life, silly. sometimes it's just difficult to see exactly what they are trying to tell you.
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