there are so many little annoying things that you have to deal with as you grow older. blarg. it;s nothing really but i just kinda feel like i need an office or some kind of organizer to deal with all of them . haha. they are just little things that you never really think off. like ccalling and making appointments and stuff. "*shrug* i was just thinking.
yesterday i was suposed to have an inspection of my suit however the person never showed up soooo i have to do it today after work. which is balls.
you know what else is balls. getting fucked over for hours at work. for the next two weeks there are 3 of us and i am getting less hours than when there where 4. out of 15 days i work 6. and they are like 5 hour shifts... my pay cheques are going to be under 200$ , dont even say anythign about tips because half the time i make shitty tips. so what is there to do ? should i run out and find another job for two months. or stick it out, try and relax and maybe work on my own artistic endevours.
its a tough choice for me. on one side i need to work.. i need to be making money constantly. On the other hand i could do what i kinda have been wanting to do and try to sell my art. to this point i haven;t given myself enough time to do this, but as i get tired of the meaningless jobs that i have had i want to do it even more. so do i take a chance and give up some money saved and pursue some dreams?
and it's all fine and dandy to say yes... go get your dreams... but how plausible is that? i don;t wanna end up being idle. i hate to waste time, but.... i dunno.
one day i will be an artist. i just have to get started i guess
haha i've come to think that many jobs that i have worked end up not treating me like i deserve. i am a hard worker. the only thing i ask from a job is a some what flexable shedual. i give notice in advance. i guess that is too much to ask. i find that i feel unappreciated and then become bitter about working. 6 days out of 15. that is bullshit. but i guess the people who are getting this shifts need it more. because really they have nowhere else to go and i am gonna get the fuck out of there and make something of myself.
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Dude I sooo know what you mean about getting screwed by work. Hates it!
I'd say maybe look for a second job? But you always seem to busy so you may not even need to.
HOWEVER, I also think that you are financially stable enough to be able to take some time to work on your art. I don't think it's implausible at all considering how good you are at saving money. If all you did was like sit around and do nothing while wasting money that would be a different story. But you can so afford to do what you want to do. But more than that, you deserve to do something that you love!
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