typed therapy

i am in kinda a miserable mood right now. i am very tired, exausted even. and well i am just plan grumpy. i just wanna put afew things out there.

i hate cleaning up after people. once and a while is fine, especially if it is give and take, but i don;t like feeling like a maid. right now i feel like a maid.
i hate the sounds some electronics make, it's high pitched and anoying. i can here it now.
i am hungry but too lazy to make food.
i always wonder why you kinda change your mind in the morining
i worry sometimes that people think i try too hard, but i don't really try to be anything other than i am.
i met an older version of myself, but i hope i age better
i love my new scarf it fucking rocks
i don't wanna take any job just because i don;t have one
i haven't give my dad anything for his 50th birthday yet, and i feel really bad about it, but i can't just buy him anything, it needs to be something specail. i love my dad, he;s so awesome.
i have some of the funnest dreams ever. but two nights ago i had a really scary one. my dreams are never really scary.

i am tried, kinda grumpy ,hungry,thinking about you, tomorrow will be another long day.