ya know. there are just some things that i see sometimes that piss me off. let me tell you a little story. all my lifepretty much i was and underdog, fuck i still feel like one sometimes today. i was the one that was left out of a group. in elementary school i had many friends who where not my friends. in grade 7 i spent most lunches inside with one other person. on my fast all team ( which i played on for 8 years with basically the same group of people) i was never invided to the girls nights, or on camping trips or anything like that. i was the tag along. same thing in high school.i was the after thought person alot of the time. drove me fucking nuts, people say their your friends but don;t wanna hang out with you.*shrug* anyways.. so now a days things are a bit differnt, i feel accepted and all that crap. but what gets to me now is some people not thinking i am capable. not trusting me. i guess this is mostly my rents and people from work. but anyways , but i;m really getting at is it drives me nuts to see someone i care about be shuned and not trusted. i believe it, i've even experienced it. i don;t see why the people that should be closest to this person don't believe then. to see someone punished for doing what is best for them,is so unfair. i'm all about the fairness, and this does not register on my fairness scale. i don't want people to argue, or fight or not talk to each other. i wish people would try to understand. hahaha and i'd also like world peace.... cuz i know if i want it it will happen*rolls eyes* but what eles can i do but wish for the better. anyways..
just keep on it, it;s the people who have turned against you now, are who will be missing out in the future. damnt it why do i keep saying epic soundsing things, it sounds so cheesy when i am trying to be sincere. anyways i'll be there for ya. i know what it feels like to be thus treated.
i don;t expect anychange or people to to give a damn what i think. but i guess i can always hope in some small way i can make a difference.
again with the cheese.
~lisa~
here are my thoughts and ramblings, be careful not to drown
6 comments:
I'm totally with you... I was always left out, always always. I had a pretty horrible school experience up until now. But geez, aren't we having a great time now?! I sure think we are.
I chest you, and your cheesy sincerity.
You made a difference for me, today. I was thinking of people who hugged nice, and you were on the list.
Thinking of you always makes me smile :)
awe you guys are both wonderful . i *chest* you both.
~lisa~
the groups i was left out of had sucky people in them. and the ones worth it are ones i'm still friendly with today, though it took me a long time to realize that.
*huggle huggle huggle* Much love to you hun, you're so damn awesome, even in cheese!
if you feed them the cheesy corn lisa.they will eat it...never forget that....yah people suck....its true..its just a fact of life...people suck..good thing we are vampires and lychans
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