i am so very annoyed right now. i fucking hate people who come into the restaurant late... and then just slowly eat and then sit around after they are done eating, WAY TO BE INCONCIDERATE DOUCES! (sigh) o well i guess its over for now...
i have been meaning to post for like ever... wel maybe after days.. so what. the stange thing is i actaully have thought of interesting things to post about, unlike my usual " today i went to the store, i had stuff for lunch blah blah blah, it was of substance , i guess i will try and impart on your my thoughts.... now..
more and more i have been thinking about people... really i always think about people but in this instance i have been thinking that many people believe that they know how they and other people should live their lives... i can think of several people off the top of my head. people try to empart their " divine wisdom " on you, when really it totally doesn;t work for you... fuck half the time it probably doesn;t work for them. people have their own way of going about things. you stick with your way and i'll stick with mine and then maybe we can both be happy. i hate when people try and tell me how to live my life, try to tell me what to do. i can appriciate imput , but not when it's yelled at me without reason. i don;t respond well to nagging either.
i've been thinking about myself. and what kind of person i am, i am sensitive to other people's emotions, i can generally feel what other people are feeling even if i don't react to it. i'm all about how something feels, and while i do use facts to figure things out, in the end i use my gut to figure what to do. i'm not confrontational, i don't like to fight, i don't like to yell. it makes me uncomfortable. perhaps thats why it takes me so long to get angry. i generally back down even if i know the other person in wrong, because really i don;t think it;s worth it. When people start getting angry over stupid shit chances are they arn't going to listen to reason. fuck that reminds me of sam. thank god i never have to see her again. fuck . P in the A. i don;t like to hold onto things. i tend to forgive and forget. if there is an offence against me that is greater it will simply take longer , but there is no doubt in my mind that i will get over it. it often surprises me what i get over. emotions are so funny. it;s strange how they can be so drastically different withing such a short span of time.
..... i'm thinking about myself, becaues i have been thinking about other peoples perceptions of themselves. it's so funny how different our perception of our self is than other people's perceptions of us. If anyone is up for it, or bored or something, will you write out a little blurb about me. just the first things that come to mind when you think of me. they key points maybe or even go in depth if you like...leave a comment or message it to me if you like... i just wanna see what the difference is between what you think and what i think....
anyways... i guess this blog post makes up for my lack of decent blog posts.. i am kinda just rambling now. O well at least i'm not feeling annoyed anymore. just very introspective.
tomorrow i am going to vancouver... and i am going to be treated like a princess. it is nice when people show you how much they appriciate you, i think it is something that isn't often done. I certainly don't feel the appricaition i think i deserve... but i guess that just does along with how we see ourself... it;s how we see our actions.. and how other people view them. maybe i'm not as kind or giving as i think. maybe my offers to help, or the simple act of waiting for , or with someone has less value in the real world than it does it my head...
p.s. pemberton rocked
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first thing i think of......SPELLING AND GRAMMER.... my god woman!
as for people 'imparting divine wisdom' everybody is entitled to there opinions and beliefs, and i think its more than fair for friends to impart that onto to other friends... if it doesn't work then it doesn't work. and i completely disagree with you when you say that you should just do things your way... cause sometimes your way blinds you to the truth and it takes a friend to point it out.... and you can't be telling to many friends to screw off.
and perhaps your the one being inconsiderate about people coming into your restaurant and giving you money... your still open. but thats just my divine wisdom i am trying to impart onto you :p
this is a much different lisa post for sure:)
To the people who come in late..It's not like i am rude to them or give them any worse service. It totally sucks big salty balls when people close out a restaurant, or even stay later!, because i still have things to do when they leave.
as for imparting diving wisdom, i agree if anyone i would like my friends to point things out to me, but in a manner that is respectful.
and spelling an grammar, yea i know i suck at that, i always have.. but you wanna know the comforting thing... i know someone who is twice as worse as me! muahahaha.
I agree with you Lisa that people have to do things their own way; even if it's the "wrong" way, people need to figure it out on their own. Being told by others isn't going to help. We all need to learn things for ourselves. And it may not be wrong for the individual. Who is to say, really?
I toooootally get what you're saying about people trying to be wise... we're all just trying to make our own ways through life and it's annoying when people who barely have their shit together try to impart their wisdom.
Aaaaand I dunno, you know what my blurb on you would sound like. You ARE the most generous and giving person I know, and you don't look back on things and go "remember when I did that for you? you owe me" and I really love that about you. Too many people feel that they are owed shit, but you don't put that vibe out there... so for that reason, I do think you deserve more credit than you probably get.
For some reason I place you a lot higher than other people in my life... and I think it's probably because of your never ending generosity. Because you are so good to people it makes me want to be good to you, you know? But I know other people don't think that way, which is where you feeling like you don't get what you feel is due comes in.
This turned out to be really long HAHA I'm sorry.
I love you :D
ahem... kylan, you spelled grammar wrong. as well as some other words. just thought i'd point that out.
lisa, i think you are very generous and helpful. you have strong emotions. you are sometimes very goofy, and that's cool. you are affectionate, which is why some people (guys) mistake your actions for meaning more. i think you are very capable in a way that some people don't know how to respect because you aren't forceful while you're getting things done. i would like it if you wanted to talk about how you're feeling more often.
i know you said it doesn't feel like it's worth it to argue with people, but sometimes speaking up makes a world of difference, especially when you let people know how you want and deserve to be treated. i don't mean you should start stupid arguments about nothing, because obviously that's dumb. but more often than not, stupid little arguments are coming from a much deeper place in the person who's making a fuss. actually, i think it always comes from a deeper place. i know i don't worry about little things when i feel secure and happy.
uhhh... point is, it can be positive to make your feelings/needs/opinions known. really, i need to take more of my own advice.
you think i was being a jerk?
perhaps jerk was the wrong word, but i do think you where both being stubborn and argumentative for no reason.
haha...argumentative...no...merely a statement that should be said
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