The following is a blog of no real importance, i'm in a rotten mood and can thus see not in a positive light...
what the fuck, it seems there must be something wrong with me. either that or it;s the entire world. i think that i give to much, i must because i always feel like i am just waiting for something in return. to fill the empty hands, empty heart, that i am left with .perhaps people are not as generouse as i, but in any case a thank you would be sufficient.
i'm not greedy, i don;t grasp for everyones attention, i realiziwhen it;s my fault. i don;t like to make people feel bad. i'm aware of the environment. i recycle what i can ..try not to waist. So what, i like to shop, find sales good deals, own nice things.
am i not kind, considerate, loving.
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a short while ago spencer braught my a dozen roses for no reason. it made me feel special
last night eryn did the dishes that i had been dreading doing. thank you soo much , you don;t know how relieved that made me.
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perhaps i am merley blind, or selfish in a way i do not realize. i suppose deep down it is I who has caused my own distress and misery. i hope that my day improves, cuz right now it;s kinda shitty.
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You know I'll always do the dishes for you. I'm sorry I couldn't have been of more help today.
I love you so so much Lisa and have never known anyone as beautifully generous as yourself. You never go unnoticed by me.
But if people don't recognize what you do for them, let them do shit for themselves, cuz they don't deserve your help.
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