i wonder sometimes if there is anyone in the world who has it all together. everything ya know. and then wonder if there is such a person , would i ever want to be it. just a thought
i have a lot of thoughts. i think most of them or ridiculouse or my mind just over reacitng. so i try to ignore them. other wise i get myself all worked up, and doing that is never a good thing. but i get these feeling/ intuitions and i'm like what the fuck is that all about. and i guess i come to some kind of conclusion which turns out to be .. well just silly.
" life is what happens when you're busy making other plans"
i was wondering on my drive home. which part of my life is life and which part is the making plans.i guess all the work and stuff is making plans and the just doing whatever is life, but then again i make plan.s....... ok .. i give up i'm just confussed and i know that i am probably getting this all wrong. i suppose life is just moments and the rest is all crap
i wonder... i wonder. there are so many things that effect other things.. and the slightest change can drastically effect the outcome. how much is enough and what is too much. no one really knows eh. you just gotta go with it and screw up some times to figure it out.
like how do you commit your summer to making/ saving money yet still have enought time/ sence to relax once and a while
how do you spend time with people enough so that you are close friends but not to much so that they are your only connections?
how do you show that someone that they are on your mind all the time, and that you love them more than anything, without smuthering and pushing them away.
there is so much uncertainty. the "how much" sometimes it just fills me with worry and doubt. it;s like playing a game almost. the strategy game of life... augh.
i just hear this song playing on the radio and i like it.it's all like mushy and stuff. here at just afew of my favorite lyrics cuz i don;t wanna have a huge post
"I don't know what I was thinking
'Til I was thinking of you"
"I don't know how I was living
Until you came in my life
I always knew there was something wrong
Then you came along
Baby, you made it right"
"I couldn't pick up the pieces
'Til I was falling apart
I didn't know I was bleeding
'Til your love fixed this hole, baby, here in my heart"
i guess thats enough.
p.s. i can;t wait to move out
p.p.s how much?
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I feel you Lisa... I'm always overanalyzing situations and overthinking everything. I'm finally getting better at keeping it cool and just going with the flow!
megs dear, they have to look put together, but then i bet they go home and pull out their gorgeous hair.
ps: I'M SO EXCITED FOR MOVING OUT
that is all
megan lies, no one has it all together. there are just people who are better at pretending than everyone else. it's all in the image... and besides, if you REALLY had everything together, what would you be working towards? you'd be done. there wouldn't be any point in continuing to live. like the buddhists, who (if i've got my facts straight) believe that you have to keep reliving and learning and you can't stop being reborn until you've perfected yourself.
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