yesterday sucked

i thik i want a coffee. so i don;t really feel like going into it, but yesterday sucked big time. omg the weirdest thing.. spencer phone me at like 1:45.. why... spencer i don;t understand. i can;t belive that i actaully picked up the phone.. like i tink it was on vibrate... anyways i had to lookat my phone this morning to make sure that i wasn;t a dream. apparently itr wasn;t... why did you phone me then?? i'll probably see you before you read this .. but still confssed lisa

today i have my first digital media course.... eep it should actaully be my second but i missed monday. cuz i am dumb. so i hope every thign will work out ok. i'm gonna be all alone. i hope know someone... anyone i better get started on making props and gathering them tonight, i was gonand o it yesterday, but didn't... i'm so worried and frustrated about getting a shedual put to gether for my one act play. seeing as i don;t have full sheduals from jc or ace and kylan wants the rehearsals not to be at night... but there isn;t like any time int he day , i'm suposed to get a work shedual from him today but somehow it seems i won;t get it and we will waiste more time being inconsis. i think i hate stage managing... i supose it;s my fault i knew that before when i did it for ace. it;s one of those jobs where you feel stepped on .. well at least i do cuz i don;t like tp create conflict so i will try to do what everyone eles wants to do. and wow do i just love being stepped on and taken advantage of and left unapriciated ... the list goes on... and less than a month too , i hope people have been memorizing there a scripts
O god today is not shappin up to be the best day either