monday today .. hat to go back to silly school... it wasn;t that bad excplt we were gonna have to do our debates in french class and i was a horrible person and wasn;t prepared , laura i apologize.. i'm a lazy person and i should have been more responisble. working back wards before lunch was stagecraft with pizza.. yeh right on... augh i woke up this morning and my triceps were very sore.. i am guessing this is from sledding... oh how the pain is worth it. i hope it snows some more.. i wouldn't mind another snow day haha. though it would probably be bad cuz we would fall way behind in class. i have to prepair for an englsh essay ... and i am not quite sure how... there are soo many thoughts that are cluttering my mind. it;s weird i have all these thoughts and feelings that i hate and don;t like but i am able to understand them rationally so i know what is going on and it kinda annoys me... then there is my second guessing when it comes ( mostly) to matters with other people..... brrrrr it;s vert cold in my comp room .. yay legwarmers...i feel very tired alot of the time, i have little ambition to get things done,..
i'm all wabbly, tilting.. teatering ready to take to fall
collaps to the floor and lean agaist the wall
slide into my mind , pick out my poison thoughts...
these tainted memories that keep sleep from me
and make my white eyes shot
unleash me from my madness
i want to feel loved again
please wash away my sadness
let me love again
take it all away
before I, don;t let me fade away
Who is that strangers looking out at me
looking out beyond borders of ... simple sanity
does she see what i see?
why can't i recognnize this person ... me
unleash me from my madness
i want to feel loved again
please wash away my sadness
let me love again
take it all away
before I, don't let me fade away
let me love again
take it all away
before I, don't let me fade away
fading away falling away ...
fading away falling away..
don't let me fade away
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