mmm chocolate...

hehehe my mom braught me ferrero rocher;s from work hahah , they are soooo yummy, love them ahah but anyways i am quite tired hahah , will be nice to sleep in my own bed not that jens bed wasn;t comfty last night hahaha , but the petit dylhan elbowed me in the face and stole the blankets... doubt i will share my bed with him agian hahaha, so today is the first day of 2005 ,,, thats kinda a scary thought, hahaha time flys eh , back to school in afew day s.. yuck,.. played some poker today that was good, fun haha , i'm not very good, i supose itwould help if i knew what could beat other things but whatever.... my toes are cold *tear* my leg warmers do nothing . o well hmmm think think think oh so i decided that i realy realy don;t like cold weather..( not that i did anyways.. summer rocker,,, skank tops and whore shorts& thumbs up , smile with sparkle* ) i was trying to leave joshes.. and the lock on my car was frozen... i couldn;t evern get the key in ,, and my car is horrible in slippy roads... *shaking fist * stupid car haha o well i supose i shouldn;t complain tooo much ,,. damn it this was suposed to be short i'm tired and am in need of sleep ... *sigh * i am toren , tired yet wanting to paint, ... sleep wins .. haha but then agian i can;t eat chocoalte while i am sleeping.

I"m a million different things
and not one you know

hey, and we love the abuse
Because it makes us feel like we are needed now
...
We used to love ourselves, we used to love another
...
'Cause it's so lonely I feel like I have died
I thought angels never learned to say goodbye

Goodnight moon, goodnight stars, goodnight sky, goodnight to the cold air which freezes m tears before they are born. chills my skin and makes me numb... i don't need to feel... not now... goodnight