what am i left with

trapped in a glass sphere
floating on a sea of disbelief
the waters around lap against my container
laughting, mocking at the comunity that they share
at what i do not posses,
the sphere , containrer .. prison ,. it is my own head

where am i to start?where am i to end
i am waiting for the future to arive and take me away from ...
whatever i am left with

is there no one to save me from myself
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The past few days have been event full and most exciting . friday with the lack of school and abundance of snow.. then slackidness of work.. saturday at work with the power going out .. getiing payed to sit around, and later that night ,, the girls came over ( laura nicole mel, tasha) movies sledding at like midnight with the boys( james nolan dylan) that was good fun cold but fun... so what if i'm a littlle bruised up hahah *sigh* then more movies and some chat... not much since my lifa has been quite uneventlfu latley and those events that have occured upset and confusesme .. these are not worht mentioning. to day we got up and made some pitia pizza's they were good. people left ... i watched troy.. tryed to do homework, accomplished some then gave up.... been sitting doing nothign ... what a way to end the weekend