it's not that i'm just sad about stuff and wanna feel happy, i need to make decisions and changes and i'm to affraid/stubourn/dumb to do it. i'm displeased with things about my life, some which i can;t do anything about but other which i am afraid of reprocusions.

today i am doing a gig, kids fest. i was very exciteda bout it before but today i couldn't give a fuck. i just want to stay in bed and sleep. i wish i could just cry and feel better

thank you for trying, but i have to fix my situation, i know what i want but i'm fighting a brick wall.(You just don't understand, i'm sorry)

p.s you are a mirror that reflects my sunshine.