thursday

so today is thrusday ... how could you have knwon.. never mind.. i'm not really looking forward to today. it seems like just a big mess of things that i have to do, even though there are some really kewl things that i get to do .. well kinda.. firstly at 10 i am meeting with another manager at petsmart.. haha yea thats right..*shrug* i need a job,, anywhere !... i'll probably get one there.. well hopefully. that then at one, meeting with doug, tlaking about the "power play". probably gonna miss leons little meeting about the other play thingy..* dissapointment* which is at 1:30. then i might end up waiting around inthat end of town for my art class at 6. which is kinda bust becuase like the most time we get to work on art is the seoncd half of the class.. which means i have to listen to the teacher talk for and hour and a half.... lame.

yesterday was alright, went to petsmart and had an interview which went well. then sata rounda lld ay in the sun. now it sounds fun .. but i was so bored. i'm not used to so much time. kylan picked me up and we went to pipers. there where lots of people but yo uknow that feeling when everyone is around and you feel alone.... thats kinda how i felt. i dunno why. but for along time i just sat there listening to other people. anyways then we went to lee's and watched house and some other Tv, went to the gay bar after. sang some karioke. it was pretty ok .
i duno i was just on a bit of a downer, i burned my lips so that was no fun and i was just dissapointed. silly me for getting my hopes up. afew drinks later on the way home. i was fine.

i guess tahts all i have to say. excpet that pam is so nice and crazy for buying everyone drinks. i love her.