it was my first day of work today.. itw as full of walking around the store( petsmart, for those of you who don;t know) my next day is sunday... the next few days should be ok.. i will hear if i get hired at spencers gifts
today is my moms birthday, i painted her a picture of her favorite flower. a double delight rose.. i think she likes it, i'm sure she must.. she upset though because today my granny her mom passed away. it;s both her and my aunts birthday today, it must really suck for them. i am equally sad, however after seeing her yesterday i am glad that she isn;t suffering anymore. if it wasn;t for my tendency to repress emotion, i'd probably be a mess right now.
hope to see people at pipers, i could use some cheering up
here are my thoughts and ramblings, be careful not to drown
Ces't Moi
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3 comments:
Aw, Lisa, I'm so sorry. I know how awful it is losing someone, my grandpa died two years ago and I still get choked up about it sometimes. But You've got people around you who love you very much and I know you'll be ok. But if you feel the need to cry, trust me, it will make you feel better to do so. I was a wreck for a while because I have the same tendancy to supress my emotions. Cry to someone who you are comfortable with, someone who will just Sometimes a good cry feels so good.
And like you said, at least she isn't suffering anymore. That is probably one of the best comforts, knowing that she has moved on to a better place, wherever that may be, and she is no longer in pain.
I hope you're ok, and I send my love to you with a giant hug! ^__^
repressing emotion is something I'm familiar with, but trust me when I say: find somewhere you can let it out. You don't have to spend weeks in your bedroom, crying until your nose hurts, and your pillow is soaked. But don't ever be afraid to start talking about it. You know we're all here to listen to you, and help you feel better about this.
And TRUST ME trust me trust me, if you don't start dealing with it now, the later you wiat, the harder it'll be. And then your emotions will be in a really bad mess.
*hugs* I lurve you, Lisa!
it;s not that i'm not deling with it at all. i have cried, not alot, but i erally dont;s how all of how i am feeling that is just how i am able to continue on with my life.
I wish i could deal with things right away, i would probably be a much happyier person, on the inside that is, it probaby isn;t even noticable
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