becuase everyone eles is doing it

1. My ex: doesn't understand me
2. I am listening to: the dryer
3. Maybe I should: be a stronger person
4. I love: to paint
5. My bestfriend(s) is/are: spencer
6. I don't understand: how people can be such bastards to people they don;t know
7. Ive lost: my way, my mind, a little part of me
8. People say: more than they need too
9. The meaning of my screen name:" I can't escape this hell, so many times ive tried, but i'm still caged inside. somebody get me through this nightmare i can;t control my self" the way my life feels, traped because of what i do and how i act
10. Love is: a blessing and a curse
11. Somewhere, someone is: thinking of me
12. I will always try to be: a friend to those in need
13. Forever seems: inconsequential
14. I never want to: hurt the ones i love
15. My cell phone: is red, which i like
16. When I wake up in the morning, I: forget how/why i felt when i fell asleep
17. I get annoyed: when people try to control me
18. Parties are: sweet when there are lots of friends
19. My Dog(s) is: actaully a cat
20. Kisses are the best when: you can't help yourself
21. Today I might: pick some cherries for tracy
23. Tomorrow I will: stop by laura's *dances*
24. I really want: not to worry about so much any more, just to be happy and go with the flow as such
25. I am: tired, but i'll keep on going

SOOOO IN OTHER NEWS
yesterday i spent the day in tofino , with matt from work... guess what we did... WENT SURFING* breaks into song* " surfng in tofino" it was super awseom and fun. we left tuesday night after i wasdone work, spend the night at allisons( matt's firend) who is so nice. then we got up and went surfing for afew hours.... and also went on so many little hikes... one on radar hill was so long and very climby.. but i succesfully did it in flip flops. we went to some bog and wick aginnish....*cough*.... beach... saw soemsand dunes that was really neat. am so glad that we went. it was kinda random too . like thursady of last week we were liek we are going to tofino .. and then we did. i never do crazy stuff like that... especially since i have never hung out with matt. eee... go times had by all

oh and we went to this kewl store and i spend like 40$ on glass beads and a glass pendant and this other pendant..... i can;t help it i love jewlery.

it seems like i have not time to do anythign... andthign producticve that is.working like 5 1/2 days a week, lots of time sin the middle of the day. i am kind worried about all the stuff i have to do. my next day of*cough * auhg which is next wednesday

anyways thats all i got for now. i am tired of writting . i'm so glad i only work 6. 5 hours today, i'm to tired to do any more