Dried up, tied up and dead to the world

soo it is wednesday. i'm a sicky ... i doubt that i have done and thign productive scince ... saturday when i hung out with ash and her bro.... hmm ok maybe thats a lie i went to work monday night..... but i came home earlie... it was horrible i has to do switch board .. it was the worst thing in the world... you don't knwo much i hate phones.... andways oh i went to company yestyerday ... so i guess i did 2 semi productive things.....hm and 1 productive thing... i forgot about my provinical exam on mom morning.. geeze... i'm not doing so well in the remembering department... i have to work todaty and tomorrow... i hate having the day off then working at night it makes me feel liek there isn o time to do anything but sit around. and I have so accomplished that.... been painting... can't wait to start next semester... i should make sure my calculator is good and running... i hope it doesn't have cancer :S umm umm umm i wish i wasn't sick i wanna hangout with people. i wanna do somethe crazy and fun. i want it to be summer...i have come to the conclusion that i am a compulsive eater.. no a good thing... it distresses me, gah ..

i wonder if anyone fun is working tonight or if it will be busy....hmmm. i'm sorry to those how might be reading this though i doubt that there are many if any... but there is not actauly content contained in this particular blog... merely the whiney ramblings of a lisa... next week .. drawing and painting.. hey i think ash is in my class nifty... perhaps with guiadance i will produce some work that satisfies me. not that I think that work i produce is bad but i want to do better... creat somethign amazing.. i need to be inpired.... work on my details ... expiriment with more colors... just improve.. mmmmm my house coat is soo fuzzy .it;s 4 50 and i haven;t gotten dresses yet how pathetic is that ...

why do i never take myself seriously.... i say some of the stupodest things ive heard... i dunno i guess i do it for comedic effect but to other people inderstand what it is rather than what i appears to be... i doesn;t really matter i guess... Gah i've had enought of this....